There is nothing more important in life. The truth of God affects the whole man. I am still learning both by study and experience.
I pray daily as I travel, for gospel opportunites.....where the Spirit would have already been at work in someones life....and they would be open to spiritual discussion. Many have already been exposed to bad teaching about God, and salvation. {just look at some of the scripture denying posts that get offered in here!
Some who differ at least make a solid attempt to give a scriptural answer..I am more hopeful for them.
Your own testimony is at first..rejecting, and opposing.....but...God used even that for your good in that you were compelled to search it out.
I struggle to be patient with those who oppose....but I used to curse at all christians, or anyone religious. I am the last person who would have ever believed......BUT God who is rich in mercy.......sought me out in my sins, and drew me savingly to Himself.
I am willing to speak with anyone at anytime now...about their soul
That's a great testimony to God's glory brother. I am glad you will be in all eternity because of Him, praising Him.
When I heard about election, predestination, Sovereignty, things they never would touch in college, I struggled with trying to understand it. It's also my own fault I did not pursue these things. Whenever I questioned someone (an IFB) they gave some quick matter of fact quip on it. The dumbed down theology upset me. And that is
exactly what it is. Rampant ignorance within the IFB to be honest, ticked me off. How could God be in this tiny theological over-simplified theology and not be so much bigger? What's with all this cliche theology? Why does everyone say the same simple minded things? Isn't God much bigger? Why doesn't anyone have more answers, and why when questioned do they get so angry and blow you off about it? All of this troubled me, and I began to search for all of God, not the God of the IFB movement.
Looking back now, God used all these things to work within me. I prayed I would know more about God, I wanted to KNOW Him. He answered. He always does answer.
Doing so (studying these things out) I realized this is exactly how God had worked in my life. The God I find in Scripture in all His glory and Sovereignty, justice, mercy and grace. I embrace it all now. Gods ways are amazing, and we are incapable of ascribing to Him what is due in our words, we fall well short to say the least.
Even though we never studied these things out in College and other studies (because, you know, we IFB pastors knew everything, and everyone else was wrong) I look back on my life and see God working in it exactly how He did in Scripture. Sovereignly, in control of everything, bringing His will to pass in all circumstances, using these to accomplish what He desires. Even the bad things. To Him be glory for ever and ever.
And I have yet to look at Calvins teachings. Lord willing, I will. Many books to read at this time ahead of him.
God bless you brother. I am glad He saved you.