I have a theory as to why I was born with a mental illness.
My family is part white and part black. One of my gggrandfathers actually owned my other gggrandfather. Since my ancestors were mixed, they were not accepted in either the white nor the black community. So they hired a teacher, built a one room school house and stayed on the farm. (my father actually went to this school for 1st grade).
As a result of this isolation they married cousins. My grandmother and my grandfather were first coisins, and so were their parents.
When my dad was 14 my grandfather had terrible mood swings and headaches. One day in 1951 he came from the cotton feild at noon, beat up my grandmother, and then put a double shotgun to his forehead and pulled both triggers.....in front of the kids no less.
I have cousins that are mentally retarded, have dwarfism and my father and all of his 4 brothers, and all of his uncles were legally blind.
I am convinced that this was all genetically caused by the inbreeding, which is a sin.....but it was not my sin!
My illness is probably a result of this also. but again, it was not my sin!
Yes, there is a medical reason i am ill, and it has nothing to do with me being oppressed or having undealt with sin in my life.
OK FAL, i know you will jump on this with glee, so i am going to log off for the night.
John