As I said before, God has His reasons. Perhaps He doesn't see it as murder, although others would.So God instructs us to disobey him?? Does that create a conflict for you? Why would God instruct us to do something against his will? That would be contradictory.
As to the question of murdering someone, I don't see God telling me to do that, so to tell you the truth, I don't worry about it.
Does one's life really matter? Ours is a battle for salvation. What when we die is meaningless.Actions are evil apart from motives at times. Ask Uzzah. He had great motives but had a wrong action. It cost him his life.
It obviously has nothing to do with your view on this matter, but it has everything to do with my view on this matter.Which has nothing to do with the issues.
What makes something evil? Is it because it goes against God's will or against what someone believes is God's will?The facts are these:
1) God has declared murder against his will.
2) God has willed that people murder.
I have a God with a purpose and has a reason behind His commands. You evidently have a legalistic schizophrenic God.Result -- you have either a schizophrenic, inconsistent God or you have a God with two wills, one of which is subordinate to the other, to a higher purpose.
Does that make me schizophrenic?Surely as a parent (assuming you are one), you have had to spank your child (or other wise punish him) and you have told him, "I wish I didn't have to do this."