I have three testimonies taking form quickly. I have about 30k words typed up already. My hope is to take them to ministries that can share them with others to have the most impact for nonChristians to be evangelized and for Believers to be strengthened by the stories.
I definitely already know to go to online evangelical ministries like Pirate Christian Media that spread the unvarnished truth of deceptions in the Church. The question I have for the BB is whether there are more ministries I can go to you may know about. Now, I'll explain my three testimonies that are geared to help others.
The first testimony is my journey into and out of the New Apostolic Reformation (NAR). It explains the enormous power of deception the movement has. It is only different from other testimonies in that I was a minister-in-training working powerfully in "spiritual gifts." I was being groomed for NAR leadership after being recruited to train to become a NAR ordained minister after a few years of study at a NAR bible school by a major NAR leader and pastor. Many NAR people saw a lot of "promise" in me. I just want to expose what is going on in horrifying detail.
The second testimony is my journey from being raised Christian to Deism to Atheism to Radical Atheism and eventually through a long process, to the Christian faith. This journey shows how science education attracts and then secularizes students who want to be scientists, and it shows how impossible it is for Scoffers to become Believers, but how far He is willing to go to win one Scoffer to Him. I have been told by church friends that this story is best spread by writing a book. I want to show people the God Who won me a Radical Atheist once, to a Believer in the Gospel of Jesus Christ.
The third testimony is my journey as a Christian who turns lukewarm after getting there from atheism and stays lukewarm for years. One day two years ago I realize that my lukewarm faith gives me no confidence at all in my eternal destination when reading the bible's passages on confirming one's election. I spent the next month in terror of the LORD, debating whether I should give my life wholeheartedly to Jesus. I eventually, to go to sleep knowing where I was going, give up on my sin and embrace Jesus and it has changed my life since. I have been told this is a "revival testimony." However, I am not entirely sure what that means. If it saves anyone from a dead faith that is fruitless and will land them in hell, then it is well worth writing and spreading.
I definitely already know to go to online evangelical ministries like Pirate Christian Media that spread the unvarnished truth of deceptions in the Church. The question I have for the BB is whether there are more ministries I can go to you may know about. Now, I'll explain my three testimonies that are geared to help others.
The first testimony is my journey into and out of the New Apostolic Reformation (NAR). It explains the enormous power of deception the movement has. It is only different from other testimonies in that I was a minister-in-training working powerfully in "spiritual gifts." I was being groomed for NAR leadership after being recruited to train to become a NAR ordained minister after a few years of study at a NAR bible school by a major NAR leader and pastor. Many NAR people saw a lot of "promise" in me. I just want to expose what is going on in horrifying detail.
The second testimony is my journey from being raised Christian to Deism to Atheism to Radical Atheism and eventually through a long process, to the Christian faith. This journey shows how science education attracts and then secularizes students who want to be scientists, and it shows how impossible it is for Scoffers to become Believers, but how far He is willing to go to win one Scoffer to Him. I have been told by church friends that this story is best spread by writing a book. I want to show people the God Who won me a Radical Atheist once, to a Believer in the Gospel of Jesus Christ.
The third testimony is my journey as a Christian who turns lukewarm after getting there from atheism and stays lukewarm for years. One day two years ago I realize that my lukewarm faith gives me no confidence at all in my eternal destination when reading the bible's passages on confirming one's election. I spent the next month in terror of the LORD, debating whether I should give my life wholeheartedly to Jesus. I eventually, to go to sleep knowing where I was going, give up on my sin and embrace Jesus and it has changed my life since. I have been told this is a "revival testimony." However, I am not entirely sure what that means. If it saves anyone from a dead faith that is fruitless and will land them in hell, then it is well worth writing and spreading.