The Holy Spirit of God and Christ is among us. I have met this Spirit, which filled me, and granted me grace and ssalvation though I had never read a Bible. Christ's authority for this is in Matthew, knowing he would release the Holy Spirit into a venal, corrupt world, that many false teachers bearing poisonous fruit would drive people from his Doctrine, and God.
I happened to have fundamental Christian grandparents, and began to speak as Christ spoke, and then remembered those versus read to me; except for that, raised in Catholicism as I was, which keeps Christ's words far from their parishoners and went so far at the time as to prohibit Catholics from owning ANY bible that I understood that I was called to the Bible, to Christ.
The Holy Spirit still works the most unaccountable miracles, and to those who will ask what life is, and means, will come forward to those who, as I was at the time, a practicing atheist.
Christ released the Holy Spirit strongly among us, out of love, so that everyone who, by his will, loves righteousnss, may be called.
But why this happened when and as it did, and how it happens to othes I have met, remains a great mystery. I was not seeking heaven, or trying to avoid hell; it never occurred to me, when the Spirit was with me, to ask after these things. I sought reason, Truth, Beauty and meaning and was shown more than I could tell if I had a million tongues, for God is suprior to this world and I have no words. and no man has works, that can reveal the infinite love, mercy and patience of God.
I received a personal miracle, and one of my objectives, in all the misadventures from then to now, is to purify myself again that I may again see. And the Bible shows the way to that, and Christ and the Apostles spoke of it often.
Man can "lose" salvation by tossing it away; there are things he can do which reject it, as Satan did, as Adam did. Men are capable of just that much folly, pride, deliberate malice. This is just my insight upon it and it must always be admitted that insights of men such as myself may be in error. Through the cares of this life, though faulire to truly repent of one's faults and continue in them, is I believe the path which turns is back on God and salvation both. And I hink this is strongly done by counting more with this world than with God.
God holds his hand out to all men; he waits patiently for us to take his hand. And I have seen a few turn away.
It is not to me to say what will become of them, but I have seen men reject the Grace offered and have their own hardened heartsthrow out The Word I find so obviously true. There really are men who return hatred for love.