Prayer Request about Sanctification

[Guido]

I seem to have been falling into worse sin despite consciously forgiving everyone whom I had not forgiven yesterday and this morning. I did not think that I had not forgiven many people, but there are some people who I was still angry at. Even though I forgave them -- I wanted answer to prayer for another's salvation -- I seem to have started to become less kind, though already I was not as kind as I ought to be. Please pray for me that I will be sanctified. I thought that I was being sanctified to some degree, then today I got super lazy, more lazy than I normally was, and made an excuse for it, and did not do what I thought I should do, even though it would have probably been simple for me to do it. However, I also had reason to believe that it in itself was the wrong choice. And I got mad at someone out of paranoia and just told on them after they did not correct the problem so they could get in trouble, not bothering to warn them first. I usually do not do these kind of things, even though I don't often do many kind things for people. Please pray for me,

I don't know if this happened because I started to practice deep-breathing and body scan meditation. I started practicing the latter months after practicing the former. Does anyone have any idea what happened?