Tis not that I did choose thee ,
For , Lord , that could not be ;
This heart would still refuse thee ,
Hadst thou not chosen me .
Thou from the sin that stained me
Hast cleansed and set me free ;
Of old thou hast ordained me ,
That I should live to thee .
Twas sov'reign mercy called me
And taught my op'ning mind ;
The world had else enthralled me ,
To heav'nly glories blind .
My heart owns none before thee ,
For thy rich grace I thirst ;
This knowing , if I love thee ,
Thou must have loved me first .
Josiah Conder , 1836
For , Lord , that could not be ;
This heart would still refuse thee ,
Hadst thou not chosen me .
Thou from the sin that stained me
Hast cleansed and set me free ;
Of old thou hast ordained me ,
That I should live to thee .
Twas sov'reign mercy called me
And taught my op'ning mind ;
The world had else enthralled me ,
To heav'nly glories blind .
My heart owns none before thee ,
For thy rich grace I thirst ;
This knowing , if I love thee ,
Thou must have loved me first .
Josiah Conder , 1836