And you simply insist you have refuted me. Your argument is no better than mine.
I simply believe you are using scripture from other writings of Paul to explain away Rom 7:9. Nowhere in this chapter does he speak of persecuting the church, so you are taking scripture where he is speaking of persecuting the church and applying it to this passage, when that is not the subject Paul is addressing. He is speaking of how the law brings knowledge of sin and thus convicts a man (Rom 7:7,10-11).
Paul is giving his own testimony. To be thorough in a proper interpretation of this text we must look at other Scriptures which also speak of his testimony. If you have a verse that speaks of the tabernacle in the Book of Hebrews would you not look in other parts of the Bible that speak of the tabernacle to give you better understanding?
I do not disagree that Paul was self-righteous when he persecuted the church. But that is not the subject in Romans 7.
The subject of Romans 7 is the warfare between the two natures (the old sin nature and the new nature of Christ) that Paul faces every day. It comes to a climax in the last two verses of the chapter. But here you are still at the beginning of the chapter.
Paul had understood the law long before persecuting the church, but he did not see it in a personal way. I believe when he encountered the Lord he saw his sinfulness as any man would in this situation. He realized sin through the law had killed him.
No matter how educated he was, how much of an academic he was, without the Holy Spirit he did not have the light of God. He was blind to the truths of God. And that is exactly what Paul is trying to teach you.
It is just as when we are saved, most of us think we are doing pretty good, earning our way to heaven. But when we hear God's word personally, we realize we were dead in sin all along, though we may not have realized it. That is what Paul is talking about.
Yes, he says that he was blameless concerning the law. I would say that he thought that he was doing pretty good earning his way to heaven. He was keeping the law "to the fault."
After all that is what he said:
Concerning zeal, persecuting the church; touching the righteousness which is in the law, blameless. (Philippians 3:6)
--He was "alive once". He was religious. He thought he was doing God's will. He calls himself blameless, righteousness. That is alive.
That said, Paul did not say he "thought" he was alive once, Paul is actually saying he was alive once, but sin taking occasion by the law killed him. The knowledge of the law made him accountable, whether he realized it or not.
For I was alive without the law once: but when the commandment came, sin revived, and I died. And the commandment, which was ordained to life, I found to be unto death. (Romans 7:9-10)
He was righteous before the law--alive, so he thought.
Then the commandment (the law) came--this time with spiritual understanding.
He died. The law kills. It slays the sinner, the person who thought he had life.
The Law which he thought gave him spiritual life, he now realizes condemns him to eternal death.
No man will have excuse before God, although I do not believe God holds little children accountable.
And Paul didn't either. Read the entire chapter.
And Jesus clearly spoke of the prodigal son being alive AGAIN. You cannot just brush this off.
I am not sure how you interpret the chapter.
Lk 15:24 For this my son was dead, and is alive again; he was lost, and is found. And they began to be merry.
Does it teach OSAS? That is was the young man lost and then came back to Christ?
Or does it teach that the young man was a prodigal, that is a son like the parable says, and was "backslidden," went astray, and came back to his Father. But he was never lost because he was always a son.
Either way the parable has no bearing on Romans 7. They are not related.