He brought me through it, I did not kill myself, He did not allow it......
I was His.
Thank you for your time.
Lord bless you.....This is done between me and you........sad......
No ... sad is that God has blessed you with "hope" and you have chosen to turn that positive message that "God saved you through the tribulation of the dark places, and He can save others as well" and twisted "hope" around into "despair" and a "curse" that you wish to share with others that may be currently suffering.
You said that God brought you through it. Congratulations, God has delivered MANY people through many forms of evil and trouble and despair. God has also allowed many people to continue to suffer and even to die. Paul was stoned and lived, but Stephen was stoned and died. Does that mean that Paul was saved and Stephen was damned? ... OF COURSE NOT!
However you have been tested and preserved, so you have an opportunity to ENCOURAGE. It may seem trite, but my Pentecostal brothers have a pithy saying "there is no Testimony without a Test". It beggars the imagination why you would choose to use the gift that you have been given to set YOURSELF on the throne of God and proclaim "This sin God forgave, but that sin God could never forgive". What do you know of THEIR suffering? What "grace" comes from stealing the hope from a parent that their child might be forgiven and waiting in heaven? How can YOU know if you cannot even provide a verse that affirms what you claim.
By stating your claim as a negative "Those who commit suicide cannot be saved." rather than a positive "God has the power to deliver His children through the dark season of suicidal thoughts and restore within us a hope and a reason to live." you offer a message of death and despair rather than a message of life and hope.
That is why so many have taken exception to your words.
I would have lost heart, unless I had believed
That I would see the goodness of the LORD
In the land of the living.
Rather than throwing a rope to the drowning, you throw an anchor to those that love someone that has already drown ... and an anchor that is not YOURS to throw:
For He says to Moses, “I will have mercy on whomever I will have mercy, and I will have compassion on whomever I will have compassion.” So then it is not of him who wills, nor of him who runs, but of God who shows mercy.