The problem is there is only one True and living God! You by your own words say you do not know Him! To be clear...if a person says..."I cannot, and will not believe in a God who sends people to second death, saying depart from me, I never knew you...What would you say or conclude about that false confession? You are like a person staining a floor and painting himself into a corner! Is that where you want to be?
At least I know who I am now, thanks.