I didnt say anything close to that, this is twisting
BF were you a lost sinner before you trusted in Christ Jesus?
Or to use words you may understand better, were you a "vessel of wrath prior to your trusting in Christ"?
When we look at Mat 25:32-34 we see that the sheep represent those that have trusted in Christ and been saved and the goats Mat 25:41 are those that have not trusted in Christ and are lost.
Since we are all lost prior to our trusting in Christ then logically we would all be classified as goats prior to our trusting in Him.
But since I have freely trusted in Christ Jesus I have no doubt that I am one of His sheep.
Now for the calvinist it is different as you have to hope that the faith that you think was given to you is real and not just a false faith or as calvin called it Evanescent, fleeting faith.
According to Calvin, God gave such people a delusion that made them think they were saved, and even feel like they were saved, only to eventually remove this fleeting grace and reveal that they were just deluded hypocrites that God had never regenerated and whose faith, while it seemed very real to them, was not real faith at all.
That is the burden that all calvinist's must struggle under as according to their own religion they had to be given faith.