I do not recommenced anyone get taught the Holy Spirit, tongues, gifts, miracles, prosperity, or anything like that. Whatever your gift it is from the Grace of God and ought to produce fruit and edification in the house of God. If someone has taught you to speak in tongues it is indeed outright gibberish and nonsense syllables. It is like trying to play the piano when it is obvious the ability is not there.
The baptism or anointing of the Holy Spirit occurs when a person gets saved, born again??? Then why do are not all Christians producing spiritual fruit? If someone is anointed in the gift of piano playing is it not thanking God for them the proper thing to do? Does that mean all Christians should be in church playing the piano? It is a grave mistake to teach all people get the same gifts when Baptized in the Holy Ghost. Even on the day of Pentecost the tongues were different out of each believer.
7 And they were all amazed and marvelled, saying one to another, Behold, are not all these which speak Galilaeans?
8 And how hear we every man in our own tongue, wherein we were born?
9 Parthians, and Medes, and Elamites, and the dwellers in Mesopotamia, and in Judaea, and Cappadocia, in Pontus, and Asia,
10 Phrygia, and Pamphylia, in Egypt, and in the parts of Libya about Cyrene, and strangers of Rome, Jews and proselytes,
11 Cretes and Arabians, we do hear them speak in our tongues the wonderful works of God. - Acts 2
4 Now there are diversities of gifts, but the same Spirit
5 And there are differences of administrations, but the same Lord
6 And there are diversities of operations, but it is the same God which worketh all in all.
7 But the manifestation of the Spirit is given to every man to profit withal. - 1 Corinthians 1:12
If the Lord has given you a gift focus on that gift and do not be desirous of other peoples gifts. In this day and time it is a great comparison. Even if someone is blessed with more materially a jealousy is easily developed and causes people to lose focus on what they do have.