ntchristian
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I want to begin this thread by addressing the following post by 'Walter', my brother, former Baptist-turned Catholic", whose post appeared in another thread of mine on the Reformation and early church, closed before I could reply. Walter said, "And I was a Baptist who discovered that the Catholic and Orthodox Churches are the closest to what NT Church looked like. Read Early Church history and say what you posted here. Just not reality. The Early Church grew and EVOLVED into a Church where the 3 fold ministry was found outside of each local church.The reason Baptist churches are so divided and split are because of this."
I have read early church history, extensively, and also compared what the Fathers wrote to the New Testament. That is what led me in the opposite direction to you. There are things that I still hold dear about Orthodoxy -- it's theology of God and man, and especially the atonement, and the reason I do is that these doctrines are founded on what the NT and early church/Christians believed and taught. What led me away from Orthodoxy are those doctrines and practices which are based on extra-biblical sources contrary to NT teachings, and there are many. Let me ask you this: If a doctrine and/or practice is taught in the NT, why do you think anybody or any church has the right and authority to change that? As I mentioned, clearly the NT doctrine and practice was that pastor and bishop was one office, not two, and there was no hierarchy. Yet the Catholic and Orthodox churches changed that. On whose authority? The NT is God's word. What is established there should be followed, not changed by a man or a group of men. Therefore, when I sought to find and return to NT Christianity, I had no choice but to leave Orthodoxy. And I never even considered turning to Rome, since Rome departed much further from the NT than did Orthodoxy.
That leads me to the point of this thread. In general, I have found Protestantism closer to NT Christianity than the other two branches, and closer still are the believers' baptism churches. However, I am much distressed to learn how much Protestantism still kept some of the most basic errors and innovations of Rome. Nothing gives more evidence of that than the Protestant doctrines of the atonement. Yes, and unfortunately Baptists are included in this. The Protestant atonement doctrines have caused me great trouble. They are not based on scripture or the early church teachings. They distort who God is. Every time I hear preaching on this, it just cuts my spirit up. It has turned the Gospel from Good News to bad news.
I can never go back to Orthodoxy, but I fear I will not be able to abide in any church that teaches these things. I am having a crisis of faith. I long to be with other believers, but like-minded believers. I fear this is impossible for me. I don't know if I can be a solitary Christian. I don't know anymore if I can even remain a Christian when surrounded by such awful doctrines. I love NT Christianity, and to me the Baptists and other believers' baptism churches are, I believe, in many ways the closest to the NT in doctrine and practice. But I cannot abide the Augustinian views or the RC-inspired atonement doctrines.
I felt a few days ago that i might not be able to even remain a Christian, but I'll always believe in the physical, bodily resurrection Of Jesus Christ, which to me separates Christianity from every other religion. So, I don't at this point know what to do. I am greatly distressed and grieved in my spirit, and I ask for prayers.
Thank you all very much.
I have read early church history, extensively, and also compared what the Fathers wrote to the New Testament. That is what led me in the opposite direction to you. There are things that I still hold dear about Orthodoxy -- it's theology of God and man, and especially the atonement, and the reason I do is that these doctrines are founded on what the NT and early church/Christians believed and taught. What led me away from Orthodoxy are those doctrines and practices which are based on extra-biblical sources contrary to NT teachings, and there are many. Let me ask you this: If a doctrine and/or practice is taught in the NT, why do you think anybody or any church has the right and authority to change that? As I mentioned, clearly the NT doctrine and practice was that pastor and bishop was one office, not two, and there was no hierarchy. Yet the Catholic and Orthodox churches changed that. On whose authority? The NT is God's word. What is established there should be followed, not changed by a man or a group of men. Therefore, when I sought to find and return to NT Christianity, I had no choice but to leave Orthodoxy. And I never even considered turning to Rome, since Rome departed much further from the NT than did Orthodoxy.
That leads me to the point of this thread. In general, I have found Protestantism closer to NT Christianity than the other two branches, and closer still are the believers' baptism churches. However, I am much distressed to learn how much Protestantism still kept some of the most basic errors and innovations of Rome. Nothing gives more evidence of that than the Protestant doctrines of the atonement. Yes, and unfortunately Baptists are included in this. The Protestant atonement doctrines have caused me great trouble. They are not based on scripture or the early church teachings. They distort who God is. Every time I hear preaching on this, it just cuts my spirit up. It has turned the Gospel from Good News to bad news.
I can never go back to Orthodoxy, but I fear I will not be able to abide in any church that teaches these things. I am having a crisis of faith. I long to be with other believers, but like-minded believers. I fear this is impossible for me. I don't know if I can be a solitary Christian. I don't know anymore if I can even remain a Christian when surrounded by such awful doctrines. I love NT Christianity, and to me the Baptists and other believers' baptism churches are, I believe, in many ways the closest to the NT in doctrine and practice. But I cannot abide the Augustinian views or the RC-inspired atonement doctrines.
I felt a few days ago that i might not be able to even remain a Christian, but I'll always believe in the physical, bodily resurrection Of Jesus Christ, which to me separates Christianity from every other religion. So, I don't at this point know what to do. I am greatly distressed and grieved in my spirit, and I ask for prayers.
Thank you all very much.