Your only choice was hell. You are indeed held responsible for that choice.Oh, no sir. That isn't it at all. He alone holds the consequences of our choices.
Matthew 7:22 Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works? 23 And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.
God never knew them because God had not written their names in the Lambs book of life.
Someone can claim to be a Christian all they want, but if God has not written their name down then God never knew them as His child.
Do you understand what I have just explained?