The closest churches do not speak English as their first language (Tagalog and Spanish), just got locked down again, and are not Baptist, and we are going into the Christmas season and they are just overwhelmed. Every Sunday I watch the online service for the Spanish church, but I think you all would tell me not to watch it if you saw it. If I am supposed to join that church while I am here, I will still need to supplement what I get there, especially academically.
Without my residency and ID straightened out I do not qualify for resident tuition fees at the local college and I couldn't get there right now anyway to process the paperwork to take online classes
I'm still on foot. I still don't have an ID for this state, I am living in poverty, and cannot drive because of my seizures and eyesight. I can only go as far as I walk right now.
God has this in control and I am trusting him. Walking everywhere, including a 1 mile round trip to get water every day is making me strong and teaching me to trust.
In college, first I was pursuing a paralegal degree, with all my electives in foreign language. I received a perfect 4.0 in every class I took. Until life slapped me in the face again and I got two F's.
The school believed in me and cleared all my student debt to entice me to come back. While I was out of college, I had started studying cybersecurity on my own. I changed my degree and got perfect 4.0's again in cybersecurity.
I'm out of school again, and I think God has a third degree in mind for me. I want to prepare for the possibility that I will not be attending a secular school this time. God hardens and softens hearts towards me and I end out in places that no one imagined that I'd end out in. I shock everyone, including myself.
I'm ready to buckle down and submit to authority and pump out some classes. I want to submit to an authority that is conservative Baptist, see how that goes, and then reevaluate after a few months.