I was responding to your statement "If you don't want an honest answer, you probably shouldn't ask the question." The entire discussionand title of the thread is about Calvinism, and I and most others have said nothing uncalled for, because we are not accusing Calvinism of worshipping of false god. You're tying to be such a smart aleck, you don't even know what you're saying. And don't think your beliefs are not driven by emotion or some other internal blinding factor, including just "brains" by themselves, apart from scripture! (i.e reading preconceived notions into scripture!
It does matter to some who are unsaved. Many struggle with issues like that, but then give up, or whatever, and die lost. And then, as I keep mentioning, the reprobates that God gives false faith to. They go through the whole process of "caring" about their spiritual condition and [apparently] converting, but don't persevere, because God took away their faith to fulfill them being preordained to damnation. (Now, if you dont believe this much, as many Calvinists will disclaim, then maybe it is you'rejecting things based on emotion. If Calvin was right on TULIP, then this would follow).
And everybody here believes that as well, but you reject that, and tell us we believe we are boasting in ourselves. So what is the dispute between the two doctrines? The reprobation of the lost. "Why does one believe and not the other" (itself a rationalistic argument devoid of scripture, except for being read into a verse or two) is made the decisive issue of truth. So then "the Glory of God", and His grace to save you have no meaning apart from unconditional reprobation. If it is just our choice of one or another to either receive or reject the grace that has been provided, then it is all meaningless; "God" is "weak" (again, no scripture for this ratioanlization). Only if grace is witheld from others are you satisfied. And then you do come boasting about you being "chosen", compared to others going to Hell, (at least, that is what youe whole approach seems to convey) and then how other Christians here believe in a false God, and only your side holds the truth; only you use brains while the other side uses emotions, etc. So you are very much boasting of yourself, and only masking it with God's name, just like anyone else out there with a false doctrine they attribute to God. Sorry, the Calvinists do not have a monopoly on that tactic. It is the oldest religious trick in the book.