I don’t resent anyone disbelieving Eternal Security. I didn’t believe in it either, for 20 years or so. I just accepted what people told me. And I thought, just like you, that my faith was keeping me saved, and as long as I didn’t reject Christ, I would always be accepted of Christ, so, while I believed a person could be lost again, I figured I wouldn’t be because I would not quit believing. I was depending on myself to keep myself saved, and I figured I was doing a pretty good job. I argued against anybody who believed in eternal security. I refined all my arguments against it through my misunderstanding.
Then one day, I realized I had never prayed about it, so I asked God if it was real. Two weeks later, I was reading, Dr. Walter Martin’s book, Kingdom of the Cults, and he made the statement that God knew every sin I would ever commit before Christ died for me, rose again, and saved me. And I knew that was right. I realized then, that if I was going to ultimately be lost, God would never have saved me in the first place, because he never makes a mistake. He never says oops. And if God had truly saved me, there was no future sin that was going to cause me to be lost, because when Christ died from me, all my sins were future. Therefore, I saw that I didn’t have to worry about being lost again and saved again and lost again and saved again. I just needed to make my calling and election sure. In fact, I never see anyone in Scripture getting saved, and lost again, and saved again. If a person could be lost again, he could never be saved again, and that doesn’t fit with Christ never losing His sheep, nor does it fit with eternal life.
Unlike many people I see who profess to be Christians, I have never taken salvation for granted. It is the most precious treasure a person can have, and I thank God for it every day. I honor God, I praise God, I worship God, every day. I am very conscious of my sins and of God‘s forgiveness and of Christ having saved me. I did not save myself, and I could not keep myself saved by my performance, because my performance still fails from time to time. I am saved by the Lord Jesus Christ, and I am kept by the Lord Jesus Christ, and that is what I depend on, and will depend on for the rest of my life. Without Him, I am nothing. I depend on Him every moment. My rest is in Him, not in my abilities, not even my faith in Him, but HIS faith in me. Galatians 2:20.
Then one day, I realized I had never prayed about it, so I asked God if it was real. Two weeks later, I was reading, Dr. Walter Martin’s book, Kingdom of the Cults, and he made the statement that God knew every sin I would ever commit before Christ died for me, rose again, and saved me. And I knew that was right. I realized then, that if I was going to ultimately be lost, God would never have saved me in the first place, because he never makes a mistake. He never says oops. And if God had truly saved me, there was no future sin that was going to cause me to be lost, because when Christ died from me, all my sins were future. Therefore, I saw that I didn’t have to worry about being lost again and saved again and lost again and saved again. I just needed to make my calling and election sure. In fact, I never see anyone in Scripture getting saved, and lost again, and saved again. If a person could be lost again, he could never be saved again, and that doesn’t fit with Christ never losing His sheep, nor does it fit with eternal life.
Unlike many people I see who profess to be Christians, I have never taken salvation for granted. It is the most precious treasure a person can have, and I thank God for it every day. I honor God, I praise God, I worship God, every day. I am very conscious of my sins and of God‘s forgiveness and of Christ having saved me. I did not save myself, and I could not keep myself saved by my performance, because my performance still fails from time to time. I am saved by the Lord Jesus Christ, and I am kept by the Lord Jesus Christ, and that is what I depend on, and will depend on for the rest of my life. Without Him, I am nothing. I depend on Him every moment. My rest is in Him, not in my abilities, not even my faith in Him, but HIS faith in me. Galatians 2:20.