I understand your position - perhaps, like many other, my faith is not as strong as it could be, and the fact that I was strengthened and encouraged means that I still have more growth ahead of me.
I would say that's true every believer though - the capacity for more growth. So I'm glad that at that one point, the Lord threw a straw my way!
Just different ways of looking at things, my brother.
But the most important thing in our lives is is the way we look at things. And the most important thing we look at is the existence and attributes of God.
Seeing him as not only the creator of all things, but the constant sustainer of all things is unspeakably important.
And if nothing works but by his power- then a miracle is no more spectacular than a thousand things we behold every day of our lives.