Morning all:
Well, my results for the MRI didn't show any fractures as such, though one could be considered such. The diagnosis was I have bulging discs (herniated) in L3, L4, L5 S2 in my lumbar. The tailbone and sacro sections are in bad shape too. This has been one reason I've been in so much pain over the years, and this fall really aggravated it making it NECESSARY for surgery. Otherwise they are talking about possibly putting me into a wheelchair. Not good. They said it may be even with the surgery. I asked if they were sure they didn't just want to euthanize me now and get it over with...my doctor didn't think that was funny and said he understood my frustration and knew I was in pain. But, he can't give me any pain medication because of the blood loss, so I've got to "grin and bear it" for now. But, yet, I know God is in control. I'm not going to complain about it. Suffering is a part of life for the saved and unsaved alike. It made me start to formulate a series of chapters which I'm entitling "Why
NOT Me?" The cover is already in the works with the words "Why Me?" in Yellow against a maroon backround and the word "NOT" above, slightly tilted with an arrow leading in between the two words. My Doctor said he believes I could write it. Said he might even pay for publication. Hmmmm....My doctor believes I could write it? Boy!
Vivian was a little upset over the diagnosis. She's seen me go through so much and has stood by me through it all and I think it just was overwhelming to her to see another thing happen. And then there's her mom. They still haven't gotten her blood pressure up enough to even start the tests to see if that mass is cancerous. I'm praying God will supply the means for us to go down there, and also to take a few days vacation away from it all. We're both very mentally and emotionally worn down. But, we're finding God continues to give strength and blessing. I guess we never grow without the tempests of life.
Diane, it was also good to hear about your daughter and son in law. I've been praying for them. I'm also praying for you, Jim and Nick.
Well, sorry ya'll, I've got to try and get some rest. I took an extra Xanax to try and help with pain and to help me sleep, and they're kicking in.
Have a great day!
T