Brian30755
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I would like to talk with anyone here who currently practices the gift of speaking in tongues, but I would especially like to hear from anyone who used to speak in tongues but no longer does because they have become convinced that they shouldn't.
Briefly about me:
I've been studying a lot about this lately, and feels as if I'm becoming convicted (but not quite convinced yet) that speaking in tongues should not be going on today (at least not in the way I was using it, and not in the way it is used in many churches).
Articles like the one at http://bible-truth.org/tongues.htm are making more and more sense to me.
By the way, the church I now attend is a Church of God (Cleveland, TN), and I know their beliefs are basically the same as that first Church of God I attended. I have heard people there (including the pastor) speak in tongues while they were praying or praising, but they do not put any sort of emphasis on "everyone needs to do this" like that first Church of God I attended did. In other words, I've never heard anyone at this church stand and give a message in tongues, and then someone else interpret it. (This happened almost every service at the first Church of God I went to.) The pastor at this church hardly ever even mentions speaking in tongues. I love the preaching in this church, and I love the freedom to worship God (yep, with hands lifted and all that) without everyone looking at you like you're some sort of nut.
Like I mentioned, (through much studying and prayer), it seems like I'm being shown that I shouldn't be speaking in tongues.
This is where my confusion is, and why I would like to hear from someone who used to speak in tongues but no longer does. Did you just completely stop speaking in tongues, even though you still can? Did you leave your church (if they believed that speaking in tongues is a valid gift for today)?
I welcome comments and / or advice from anyone, but comments from those who have gone through something like I'm going through would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks,
Brian
Briefly about me:
- I was raised in a Southern Baptist Church
- As a child, I was taught at church that the way to be saved was to "say this prayer, and ask Jesus into your heart". I did this over and over again, "just to be sure".
- In my late teens, I drifted away from church, and from God. Looking back, I don't believe I was truly saved as a child (but I'm not here to argue this)
- By my late 20's & early 30's, God was nowhere in my life (in other words, I never acknowledged Him, never gave Him a thought).
- At age 35, after a divorce and what felt like my world was falling apart, I was soundly saved. I don't really think it was my decision. I'm not saying I couldn't have resisted, but at the time, I believe the Holy Spirit was drawing me back to God. (Believe it or not, He used preachers on TV. Every time I turned the TV on, there would be some preacher talking directly to me!) I started going to church, and I would weep uncontrollably the entire service. I finally went to the altar one night, repented, put my trust in Jesus, and gave my life back to God.
- After going to a Southern Baptist Church for about a year, a lady I met invited me to her church, which was a Church of God (independent, not affiliated with any of the bigger Church of God associations). I was immediately "hooked" on their style of worship. I remember thinking to myself, "Now this is what church is supposed to be like". People would actually stand, lift their hands, and just worship God. I had never been around anything like this. This was also my first encounter with speaking in tongues.
- After hearing many sermons and teachings on the gifts of the Holy Spirit, I was convinced that speaking in tongues would give me a closer walk with God. It was something I wanted. I was taught that speaking in tongues was the "evidence" of being filled with the Holy Spirit. I wanted this evidence. So, I asked God to fill me with his Holy Spirit, and to give me the evidence of speaking in other tongues.
- And He did. I had heard a preacher on TV one time explaining that the reason some people who were filled with the Holy Spirit couldn't speak in tongues is because they didn't understand that they have to speak it, it isn't going to just come flying out of your mouth. And at first, when you speak it, it's just going to be speaking whatever sounds come to your mind, and then the Holy Spirit will take over and you'll start speaking this new language. Well, that's exactly what happened.
- This was one of the best things that had ever happened in my life. I felt so much closer to God. I had such a hunger for his Word. I was praying in this "new language" constantly, although I didn't have a clue what I was saying.
I've been studying a lot about this lately, and feels as if I'm becoming convicted (but not quite convinced yet) that speaking in tongues should not be going on today (at least not in the way I was using it, and not in the way it is used in many churches).
Articles like the one at http://bible-truth.org/tongues.htm are making more and more sense to me.
By the way, the church I now attend is a Church of God (Cleveland, TN), and I know their beliefs are basically the same as that first Church of God I attended. I have heard people there (including the pastor) speak in tongues while they were praying or praising, but they do not put any sort of emphasis on "everyone needs to do this" like that first Church of God I attended did. In other words, I've never heard anyone at this church stand and give a message in tongues, and then someone else interpret it. (This happened almost every service at the first Church of God I went to.) The pastor at this church hardly ever even mentions speaking in tongues. I love the preaching in this church, and I love the freedom to worship God (yep, with hands lifted and all that) without everyone looking at you like you're some sort of nut.
Like I mentioned, (through much studying and prayer), it seems like I'm being shown that I shouldn't be speaking in tongues.
This is where my confusion is, and why I would like to hear from someone who used to speak in tongues but no longer does. Did you just completely stop speaking in tongues, even though you still can? Did you leave your church (if they believed that speaking in tongues is a valid gift for today)?
I welcome comments and / or advice from anyone, but comments from those who have gone through something like I'm going through would be greatly appreciated.
Thanks,
Brian
