OldRegular
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Before my husband was saved, he "chose" to want what I had. He told me many times that he wished he had what I had. Now, he does.
Amy.G
Salvation: regeneration, effectual call, conversion,etc., is a supernatural act of God. God saves each person as an individual, not like robots as you Arminians like to say. Therefore, no two people necessarily have the same experience of conversion. I spent many hours on my knees before I believed that God had saved me. I know of many others who have gone through the same experience. I recall my Father telling me that he reached the point where he simply cried out in complete surrender: "Lord I have done all I can". That is what God desires; our complete surrender to Him. I believe that this was the experience of Paul on the road to Damascus.
Acts 9:6. And he trembling and astonished said, Lord, what wilt thou have me to do? And the Lord said unto him, Arise, and go into the city, and it shall be told thee what thou must do.
Why did your husband desire what you had? Could it possibly be that God had performed an act of Grace in his life whereby he regenerated your husband, giving him the gift of faith which eventually overcame his doubt? Can you absolutely deny the possibility of that?
Conversion is the result of a conscious act of the regenerate person responding to God in faith and repentance. There are some who believe that conversion immediately, or very shortly, follows regeneration. I believe that faith and doubt are the opposite sides of the same coin just as repentance and faith. It is certain that the gift of faith at regeneration will, in time, triumph over doubt.
After Jesus Christ returned from the Mount of Transfiguration we read of the following from the Gospel of Mark. Consider the remarks of the father in the account.
Mark 9:17-29
17. And one of the multitude answered and said, Master, I have brought unto thee my son, which hath a dumb spirit;
18. And wheresoever he taketh him, he teareth him: and he foameth, and gnasheth with his teeth, and pineth away: and I spake to thy disciples that they should cast him out; and they could not.
19. He answereth him, and saith, O faithless generation, how long shall I be with you? how long shall I suffer you? bring him unto me.
20. And they brought him unto him: and when he saw him, straightway the spirit tare him; and he fell on the ground, and wallowed foaming.
21. And he asked his father, How long is it ago since this came unto him? And he said, Of a child.
22. And ofttimes it hath cast him into the fire, and into the waters, to destroy him: but if thou canst do any thing, have compassion on us, and help us.
23. Jesus said unto him, If thou canst believe, all things are possible to him that believeth.
24. And straightway the father of the child cried out, and said with tears, Lord, I believe; help thou mine unbelief.
25. When Jesus saw that the people came running together, he rebuked the foul spirit, saying unto him, Thou dumb and deaf spirit, I charge thee, come out of him, and enter no more into him.
26. And the spirit cried, and rent him sore, and came out of him: and he was as one dead; insomuch that many said, He is dead.
27. But Jesus took him by the hand, and lifted him up; and he arose.
28. And when he was come into the house, his disciples asked him privately, Why could not we cast him out?
29. And he said unto them, This kind can come forth by nothing, but by prayer and fasting.