Originally posted by UnchartedSpirit:
Some of the Apostle Pauls writings go on about his 'thorn in the flesh' and himself cursing the carnal nature he has...and taking desperate measures to prove the grace of God-well I think only once where he said something like even if it cose his relationship with Jesus-can those type of things really be writtin as God's own words to Paul?
Personally, I believe in biblical inspiration and that this inspiration extends to all 66 books of the Bible. That said, it
doesn't mean that all accounts of New Testament history are ones that we ought to emulate, or that the apostolic writers were perfected or without flaw.
Consider the dispute between Paul and Barnabas on whether to take John Mark with them. Inspiration means that Luke's account of this dispute is accurately recorded, but it doesn't mean that we ought to have disputes on our own mission work. General principle: Narrative is not imperative.
Inspiration also allows for human limitation in memory. For example, Paul wrote that he baptized no one in Corinth except Crispus and Gaius (1Cor 1:14), then two verses later adds "the household of Stephanus" and then says, "I don't know if I baptized anyone else" (1:16). Inspiration means that Paul really did baptize these people, and that Paul is telling the truth when he says he doesn't remember if/whether he baptized any others.
Next, inspiration is not dictation. The fact that the Bible is the word of God (which it is) and that it is verbally inspired does
not mean that the biblical writers engaged in automatic writing or that they heard the voice of God and they copied down everything word-for-word. In inspiration, the Holy Spirit "moves" the writer (2Pe 1:21), which is not giving dictation.
Finally, inspiration is predicated of the text: "All
scripture is God-breathed ..." (2Tim 3:16), not of the apostles' experiences in the Christian life. John wrote that "if we say we have no sin, we deceive ourselves and the truth is not in us" (1Jn 1:8), and this would include the apostles and prophets themselves. Paul could write at length about the real, inward struggle between sin and God's law (Romans 7), and he openly admitted that he had not yet "arrived or have already become perfect" (Php 3:12).
On that last thing you wrote (
"once where he said something like even if it [cost] his relationship with Jesus"), I suspect you're thinking of the passage in Romans 9:2-3, "I have great heaviness and continual sorrow in my heart. For I could wish that I myself were accursed from Christ for my brethren, my kinsmen according to the flesh."
I'm not sure that's such a bad thing. If Paul is saying that I'm willing to be damned if only my fellow Jews could be saved, it shows to me his great love for them and desire for their salvation. It doesn't mean that we should
desire or
seek damnation (and many people believe it's not possible for a saved person to become lost anyway), but rather that we should be willing to pay any price in order to bring the Gospel to the lost.
'Nuff said. Thanks for listening.