So you not hold to either cals/Arms who hold that due to the fall, we Must have God apply some type of Grace towards us before able to be able to trust in Christ?
Arms see it as common Grace not regeneration!
SOME see "irresistible Grace" same way!
The two sections of scripture below epitomize what I believe about God's grace. First, God's word will accomplish what He sends it out to do. Now, in the church age, when the gospel is preached, then the Holy Spirit convicts men. I have seen this in my personal witness. Some receive the message and are saved as God gave the increase through the foolishness of preaching and the power of the Holy Spirit. But some get under conviction, and have even admitted they knew they should get saved, but didn't want to quit their sin at this time. I could see the conviction as the Holy Spirit worked. What was the difference? I believe God gave them all a choice. Some reject, some do not. But, in this regard, God had to reveal Himself through the scriptures and by the power of the Holy Spirit, so that is the grace provided for our salvation, in my opinion.
Isaiah 55:11 (NASB)
11 So will My word be which goes forth from My mouth; It will not return to Me empty, Without accomplishing what I desire, And without succeeding in the matter for which I sent it.
John 16:7-14 (NASB)
7 "But I tell you the truth, it is to your advantage that I go away; for if I do not go away, the Helper will not come to you; but if I go, I will send Him to you.
8 "And He, when He comes, will convict the world concerning sin and righteousness and judgment;
9 concerning sin, because they do not believe in Me;
10 and concerning righteousness, because I go to the Father and you no longer see Me;
11 and concerning judgment, because the ruler of this world has been judged.
12 "I have many more things to say to you, but you cannot bear them now.
13 "But when He, the Spirit of truth, comes, He will guide you into all the truth; for He will not speak on His own initiative, but whatever He hears, He will speak; and He will disclose to you what is to come.
14 "He will glorify Me, for He will take of Mine and will disclose it to you.