Thats fair enough Pastor Larry. Thank you for your honesty. I can understand how you and others might think that it may be that my thinking process is somewhat confused and maybe even paranoid and dellusional.
I suspect that even some on this board may think of me as being annoying by my constantly harping on the subjects that I have chosen. If this is the case then you all have my heartfelt apologies. Now, let me be honest and tell you that as of late I myself have grown tired of trying to defend my position on certain issues.
When I go back and read my postings I find some of them to be as you say laughable, and some I am shocked that I would even bring up such a thing on a Christian board. I wrote what I wrote and can't take it back it now. I hope to be forgiven if I have shocked or riled anyone by my words.
I have been giving it a lot of thought as to why I would think the way I do (going against conventional wisdom) the one thing that sticks in my mind is this theory I have. I wrestle with this everday. Maybe it is all a great waste of time and energy but, never the less I have a theory. How I arrived at my conclusions and formed my belief in these things is fairly clear in my mind, such as it is.
I know how I have arrived at my conclusions, and I feel strongly about them, unfortunately my lack of education and skill in the use of the english language leave me unable to express myself well enough to articulate them in a few short posts. I fear it would take a long time as my conclusions are based on things from many topics in many areas from before the begining of creation.
So, I have a problem. On the one hand I would very much like a chance to try and explain my theory in detail. On the other hand I do not think it would be to the benefit of anyone on this board for me to go on harping in the way that I have. That would just be rude on my part.
Though it may be selfish on my part to ask this, I wonder if the folks on this board would be willing to allow me one chance to present my theory in something like the way a great mystery is solved. By asking questions and considering the answers and evidence that are presented.
All would be welcome to submit any thoughts, evidence, conclusions or questions. All I would ask is this...to let me be the first to ask a series of questions to get the ball rolling as I have more questions than answers to share.
I realize that what I am asking could take a very long time and cover many topics, but, maybe it would be fun and we could learn about each other and become closer as Christians as a result.
So, what do say...may I have this one Chance?