I have have faith and I do believe that there is A Mighty One. I have felt His presence while attending the praise and worship. After that, I went home happily and informed my parents that I want to change my religion. They got mad at me and told me what I want is wrong so I have to stay in the religion they believe. From there on, my faith have changed. I'm not as devoted as before. Now, I want to come clean and want to feel His presence again, but I don't know where to start. I'm finding it difficult to connect to Him. I'm having a lot of difficulties regarding my faith..
Having to go to the worst church around!?! Sound like you will NEED plenty FAITH AND TRUST in GOD to keep it up.
Getting what you want is easy, Finding a church that tells you what you want to hear, thats easy, takes zero faith.
Fighting in the trenches, surrounded by obstacles, attending the church don't particularly like............Oh did you want to find out what it means to RELY ON GOD ALONE?
You going from what religion to what?
"Now, I want to come clean and want to feel His presence again, but I don't know where to start."
There is no problem outside your body, its not the church, not your being praised, not your being looked down on.
You got to start from the inside. The devil hides bigger demons then himself once you know their names you know exactly who to fight. One of those bigger demon's name is DISPAIR. Opposite of Hope. Don't speak on behalf of despair.