AVL1984
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Know that you are in our prayers. That is really all I can do for you from here. But, we do care, and I hope you'll keep us updated on your progress. It could be that the Lord wants YOU to be the one to write the kind of book you suggested earlier in the thread. Blessings.
From my personal experience with bipolar disorder, I can second this sentiment.