Dear Brothers and Sisters,
Thsnk you for accepting me here.
I am a Baptist, a muslim convert. I started looking for Baptist forum after dealing with suicidethoughfor long. I am currently enduring a living nightmare of martyrdom, suffering, and intense physical pain.
In the past, I made choices rooted in my faith that led me to turn my back on everything that mattered. As a result, my family completely abandoned me, disowned me, and my community cast me out of the community.
When crisis struck, I turned to the church for shelter, mercy, and basic survival, but I was met only with words and scripture while my body withered away. In my desperation, I tried to return to my people to beg for forgiveness, but the doors were shut in my face.
I am now completely rejected, isolated, and left in the bitter cold. I am facing the agony of severe starvation and sickness. My stomach pierces with a sharp, constant pain, and the physical hunger is compounded by a suffocating darkness and regret in my soul. I am broken, cut off from human warmth, and left with absolute despair.
Even in this prison, I pray to God every day to have mercy on me. Please, I beg of you, lift me up in your prayers.
Thsnk you for accepting me here.
I am a Baptist, a muslim convert. I started looking for Baptist forum after dealing with suicidethoughfor long. I am currently enduring a living nightmare of martyrdom, suffering, and intense physical pain.
In the past, I made choices rooted in my faith that led me to turn my back on everything that mattered. As a result, my family completely abandoned me, disowned me, and my community cast me out of the community.
When crisis struck, I turned to the church for shelter, mercy, and basic survival, but I was met only with words and scripture while my body withered away. In my desperation, I tried to return to my people to beg for forgiveness, but the doors were shut in my face.
I am now completely rejected, isolated, and left in the bitter cold. I am facing the agony of severe starvation and sickness. My stomach pierces with a sharp, constant pain, and the physical hunger is compounded by a suffocating darkness and regret in my soul. I am broken, cut off from human warmth, and left with absolute despair.
Even in this prison, I pray to God every day to have mercy on me. Please, I beg of you, lift me up in your prayers.
- Pray that God has mercy on my body and soul.
- Pray for relief from this agonizing hunger, sickness, and pain.
- Pray for a door to open for shelter, warmth, and human kindness.
- Pray that God hears my cries when I feel entirely alone.
