Its okay, its not a problem (for me).How many times did you sin after that.
How many times did they have to be "cleansed away?"
You are obedient and maintain your obedience via John 1.
In John 1, it says that no man is sinless. If you claim to be you deceive yourself and the truth is not in you.
Read 1:8,10.
So, for every sin there must be repentance. For every sin there is loss of salvation before repentance. For every sin, you must be cleansed by the blood all over again.
Do you know that song: "You must be born again, and again, and again..."?
1 John 1:7-2:1 is just another passage that you refuse to believe.
No problemo!