But I just feel so rotten. I don't see how God can love me. Does that make sense to anybody? Rusty
Isa 1:18 "Come now, and let us reason together," Says the LORD, "Though your sins are as scarlet, They will be as white as snow; Though they are red like crimson, They will be like wool.
Jer 31:34 "They will not teach again, each man his neighbor and each man his brother, saying, 'Know the LORD,' for they will all know Me, from the least of them to the greatest of them," declares the LORD,
"for I will forgive their iniquity, and their sin I will remember no more." (emphasis mine)
I have been studying the Reformation and I think that is where I'm getting into this trouble. I don't think I'm understanding what I'm learning.
I would suggest putting that reading away for a while if it is causing you trouble.
I feel like He just can't love me
Deu 7:9 "Know therefore that the LORD your God, He is God, the faithful God, who keeps His covenant and His lovingkindness to a thousandth generation with those who love Him and keep His commandments;
Zep 3:17 The LORD your God in your midst, The Mighty One, will save; He will rejoice over you with gladness, He will quiet [you] with His love, He will rejoice over you with singing."
Rom 5:5 and hope does not disappoint, because the love of God has been poured out within our hearts through the Holy Spirit who was given to us.
Rom 5:8 But God demonstrates His own love toward us, in that while we were yet sinners, Christ died for us.
2Cr 13:11 Finally, brethren, rejoice, be made complete, be comforted, be like-minded, live in peace; and the God of love and peace will be with you.
Eph 3:14 For this reason I bow my knees before the Father,
Eph 3:15 from whom every family in heaven and on earth derives its name,
Eph 3:16 that He would grant you, according to the riches of His glory, to be strengthened with power through His Spirit in the inner man,
Eph 3:17 so that Christ may dwell in your hearts through faith; {and} that you, being rooted and grounded in love,
Eph 3:18 may be able to comprehend with all the saints what is the breadth and length and height and depth,
Eph 3:19 and to know the love of Christ which surpasses knowledge, that you may be filled up to all the fullness of God.
Eph 3:20 Now to Him who is able to do far more abundantly beyond all that we ask or think, according to the power that works within us,
Eph 3:21 to Him {be} the glory in the church and in Christ Jesus to all generations forever and ever. Amen.
Because this is really eating me alive. I am scared if you want the truth. I really am. I"m scared.
Phl 4:6 Be anxious for nothing, but in everything by prayer and supplication with thanksgiving let your requests be made known to God.
Phl 4:7 And the peace of God, which surpasses all comprehension, will guard your hearts and your minds in Christ Jesus.
Col 3:15 Let the peace of Christ rule in your hearts, to which indeed you were called in one body; and be thankful.
2Th 3:16 Now may the Lord of peace Himself continually grant you peace in every circumstance. The Lord be with you all!
Rom 5:1 Therefore, having been justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ,
Rusty,
I think everyone has gone through what you are feeling. Stay in the Word, and stay in prayer. Trust God's word to be true, and use this to strengthen your faith. You will be in my prayers.
Jam 1:2 Consider it all joy, my brethren, when you encounter various trials,
Jam 1:3 knowing that the testing of your faith produces endurance.
Jam 1:4 And let endurance have {its} perfect result, so that you may be perfect and complete, lacking in nothing.
Jam 1:5 But if any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all generously and without reproach, and it will be given to him.
Jam 1:6 But he must ask in faith without any doubting, for the one who doubts is like the surf of the sea, driven and tossed by the wind.
Jam 1:7 For that man ought not to expect that he will receive anything from the Lord,
Jam 1:8 {being} a double-minded man, unstable in all his ways.