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Thanks for sharing this johnp...really. "I have always known myself. I can remember as a kid I had a pretty low estimate of myself which went lower by the year way into adulthood.
The drug scene help with me finding people like me who shared their lives with me but outside I still could not look up at the straights. Lowest of the low me.
After I became a Christian I found that the situation concerning myself and my own self image was confirmed far worse than my imagination took me. He told me that all men are as one in this world and for the first time in my life I found I could look others in the eye as equals.
From looking down to looking up came as I was told that He loved me more than He loved Himself and that He had been willing to die for me. It was Christ who loved me and gave himself for me not me for Him. The Highest of the High for the lowest of the low."
The drug scene help with me finding people like me who shared their lives with me but outside I still could not look up at the straights. Lowest of the low me.
After I became a Christian I found that the situation concerning myself and my own self image was confirmed far worse than my imagination took me. He told me that all men are as one in this world and for the first time in my life I found I could look others in the eye as equals.
From looking down to looking up came as I was told that He loved me more than He loved Himself and that He had been willing to die for me. It was Christ who loved me and gave himself for me not me for Him. The Highest of the High for the lowest of the low."