"or you have decided what was hardened is going to be ripped out right now."
what?
Hmm - how can I explain what I'm thinking??
There might have been things that the Spirit was trying to speak to you about and because of the particular teaching that you got, you ignored the Spirit and hardened to Him on that issue. I've seen people like this on things like ... say ... tattoos. They always heard it was wrong, got themselves so worked up that it was wrong but then they left that kind of teaching and went hog wild the other way getting all sorts of tattoos. Instead of slowly easing the pressure on that topic and beginning to search on what was true, they just discarded everything and went with what they felt like because what they had heard was wrong.
Does that make sense??