Linda, I am not lying when I say this.
I have been depressed, with thoughts very difficult to control.
The last time it hit me was at one of the happiest times in my life. Life was going good, my spiritual health was great and I was happy in my church and no financial problems, nothing. One night I got "slammed" with thoughts of suicide, overwhelming, and it took me by shock.
I will never believe that it wasn't something in my brain that was going off. There is a history of manic depression in my family. I did not know that for a long time, but it was interesting to find out. There's also a history of migraines, which unfortunately, my middle daughter also has on occasion.
I'm as stubborn about anti-depressant medication as the next person. I took them for migraines for a while, ended up loving it because I had no more migraines, but I didn't realize how much it affected me until I went off them. (I ended up developing a reaction to them after about 8 months)
When I came off of them, I realized I hadn't been who I was. It changed my emotions, it changed how I thought, and that was a scary thing to realize.
However, if it comes to a choice of having uncontrollable urges to kill myself or going on medication, I'm going for the medication without any spiritual reservations. I've never taken them for depression, although the last bout of it had me close to going to the doctor for the perscription.
It's not a myth. I've felt it. It was real. It was frightening. I've struggled with it before, but this last time it really hit me that it wasn't just my life or feeling bad or sorry for myself or anything like that, because nothing was wrong.
The brain is complicated, but it's a part of your body and it does control emotions and in turn, thoughts. If you take a narcotic pain pill, it does nothing to the part of your body that's hurting. It blocks pain receptors that talk to your brain. Your brain then tells you there isn't pain, and you believe it.
Endorphins in your brain are released by your body that also give you feelings and thoughts. If you see something funny, they rise and make you feel happy.
If you get a rush of adrenaline, your brain tells you what to think.
If you eat too much sugar, you go on an emotional roller coaster.
The majority of females have felt the change in mental stability after having a child, or sometimes even with just normal body functions. Some more than others. Some get such a strong hormonal change that they are unable to control their tears or anger.
All kinds of things affect your reasoning skills, your emotions, and all that can change how you think or your ability to reason properly.
Your brain is real. Use anything that can alter it with extreme caution, but don't endanger your life or your ability to function in a useful manner by refusing to do what it takes to save your life and help you be able to remain independent as much as possible.
And please...I realize you don't think depression is real, and I probably didn't change your mind, but please...there are people out there that may end up killing themselves or may end up taking longer to get better than needed because of people strongly encouraging them to simply rely on God for healing when he provided us with the means to help ourselves. I'm sure he could, but he doesn't. We live with the effects of sin. Cancer, pain, depression, effects of sin.
God doesn't heal everyone by pointing at them. He gave us brains, doctors, reasoning for a purpose. Let them be used. The day will come when we will not need them. But until then, we need them. Luke didn't cease to be a doctor when Christ himself walked on earth. It's thought that he even *gasp* told Timothy to take a mind altering drug...wine.
Who are we to argue with scripture?
I have been depressed, with thoughts very difficult to control.
The last time it hit me was at one of the happiest times in my life. Life was going good, my spiritual health was great and I was happy in my church and no financial problems, nothing. One night I got "slammed" with thoughts of suicide, overwhelming, and it took me by shock.
I will never believe that it wasn't something in my brain that was going off. There is a history of manic depression in my family. I did not know that for a long time, but it was interesting to find out. There's also a history of migraines, which unfortunately, my middle daughter also has on occasion.
I'm as stubborn about anti-depressant medication as the next person. I took them for migraines for a while, ended up loving it because I had no more migraines, but I didn't realize how much it affected me until I went off them. (I ended up developing a reaction to them after about 8 months)
When I came off of them, I realized I hadn't been who I was. It changed my emotions, it changed how I thought, and that was a scary thing to realize.
However, if it comes to a choice of having uncontrollable urges to kill myself or going on medication, I'm going for the medication without any spiritual reservations. I've never taken them for depression, although the last bout of it had me close to going to the doctor for the perscription.
It's not a myth. I've felt it. It was real. It was frightening. I've struggled with it before, but this last time it really hit me that it wasn't just my life or feeling bad or sorry for myself or anything like that, because nothing was wrong.
The brain is complicated, but it's a part of your body and it does control emotions and in turn, thoughts. If you take a narcotic pain pill, it does nothing to the part of your body that's hurting. It blocks pain receptors that talk to your brain. Your brain then tells you there isn't pain, and you believe it.
Endorphins in your brain are released by your body that also give you feelings and thoughts. If you see something funny, they rise and make you feel happy.
If you get a rush of adrenaline, your brain tells you what to think.
If you eat too much sugar, you go on an emotional roller coaster.
The majority of females have felt the change in mental stability after having a child, or sometimes even with just normal body functions. Some more than others. Some get such a strong hormonal change that they are unable to control their tears or anger.
All kinds of things affect your reasoning skills, your emotions, and all that can change how you think or your ability to reason properly.
Your brain is real. Use anything that can alter it with extreme caution, but don't endanger your life or your ability to function in a useful manner by refusing to do what it takes to save your life and help you be able to remain independent as much as possible.
And please...I realize you don't think depression is real, and I probably didn't change your mind, but please...there are people out there that may end up killing themselves or may end up taking longer to get better than needed because of people strongly encouraging them to simply rely on God for healing when he provided us with the means to help ourselves. I'm sure he could, but he doesn't. We live with the effects of sin. Cancer, pain, depression, effects of sin.
God doesn't heal everyone by pointing at them. He gave us brains, doctors, reasoning for a purpose. Let them be used. The day will come when we will not need them. But until then, we need them. Luke didn't cease to be a doctor when Christ himself walked on earth. It's thought that he even *gasp* told Timothy to take a mind altering drug...wine.
Who are we to argue with scripture?