Well, the Lord is closing doors for me in the military...AMEN!
6 months ago when I (finally) surrendered to full-time service and told the Lord that I would get out once my contract is over in Dec 2007 little did I know I would be facing a Medical Discharge, Disability rating and an early out. I'm excited because I've been chomping at the bit to get out and serve the Lord and now I'll be able to do that and do it sooner rather than later. I'm at 12 yrs in the Marine Corps and 17 yrs overall and so a few years shy of retirement but the Lord is working all of this out with this disability and the long-term benefits from it. Funny how with my injury I can't function in many jobs but serving in the ministry has little bearing to my injury (or vice versa). When I surrendered I prayed that God would:
1. 'convince' my wife (not me try to talk her into it)
2. open a door for employment before my contract ended
3. close the door of the military to remove all possible future regrets
Well, he has 'convinced' my wife who has enthusiastically surrendered as well. He has given me an ideal transitional job that will let me finish my last year of school and 'learn the ropes'...and he opened this door about a month ago. He has finally closed the door and instead of waiting the Lord is allowing me to get out and serve right away. While I have 'lost' my 50% retirement I have picked up 60% disability which will provide about the same money but more medical care and education benefits for both myself and my family.
THE LORD IS GOOD!!
PS. My injury? In 2004 I suffered a severe break in my left wrist and compressed my left elbow and suffered nerve damage. The breaks have healed but the nerve damage has persisted. I had surgery Jan 2006 which took my Ulnar nerve (funny bone) and moved it from under the elbow to on top of the elbow (no more funny bone

) and so I have the same nerve damage except my elbow hurts more (

). The nerve damage consists of no sensation in my ring/pinky fingers on left hand; no sensation in my left palm; no feeling in my left forearm; no feeling in my left elbow; no grip strength in left hand; constant, sporadic, painful 'firings' of the nerve; have consistent spasms/seizures in my left arm; unable to lift more than 20-25 lbs on left arm, and a few other sundry issues
But thankfully the issues are not affecting any other nerve areas or the brain and the pain is mostly handled with Tylenol 3 and not the heavy pain meds that limit functioning plus I have nearly 95% range of motion of the arm. Though mostly my golfing stinks (still) my putting has dramatically improved
