What Should I do Concerning A Still Small Voice Saying Jesus is Lord

[Steven Yeadon]

OK, I now hate the Charismatic Movement, the Pentecostal Movement, and the New Apostolic Reformation. However, sometimes in dark times I will suddenly speak words that do not feel of my own accord. The words are "Jesus is Lord, Jesus is Master, Jesus is God." These experiences are it seems the only Godly supernatural experience of communication I have ever had in my entire life. I rule all other experiences as ultimately Gnostic, giving special "knowledge" that led me astray.

My questions are: Is this believable? Does it conform to Scripture? Do others get experiences of God miraculously comforting them?

I desperately need to weigh this type of experience, as I feel I should say it is genuinely of God.

 

[Steven Yeadon]

Oh, I should mention I have Schizophrenia and Obsessive Compulsive disorder. However, given I speak the words, the closest medical explanation would be a strong compulsion that regularly hits me in very dark times.

 

[utilyan]

You should keep a Jar of loose change. And the next time the voice comes back ask it how much change you have in the Jar before counting it.

 

[Steven Yeadon]

I think it is just the LORD's way of reminding me He loves me and is in charge in dark times. I just had to post and mull things over. The voice doesn't give prophecy, but quotes a few specific scriptures in a loving way. It could be an aspect of my schizophrenia, but if so it is still the way it is for a reason and IMO would still be God comforting me..

 

[Earth Wind and Fire]

I think it is just the LORD's way of reminding me He loves me and is in charge in dark times. I just had to post and mull things over. The voice doesn't give prophecy, but quotes a few specific scriptures in a loving way. It could be an aspect of my schizophrenia, but if so it is still the way it is for a reason and IMO would still be God comforting me..

But but you are on medications right? Look Steve, everyone has some kind of cross to bear, we are all human. We measure our progress in Small successes in our walk. I would say relax. God knows you are trying, knows your attentions are good... and at times that your going to slip up from time to time. You are still a child of God. It is our goal to enjoy God.

 

[Steven Yeadon]

But but you are on medications right?

Yeah, I'm very medicated and am thankful for my medicine.

 

[Earth Wind and Fire]

Yeah, I'm very medicated and am thankful for my medicine.

OK my lovely niece is medicated and that gives her balance to go forward with her education. That child is the daughter I never had. When she was institutionalized someone gave her great advice... that she would always have some abnormal impulses but she has to work past them in order to be successful... I’m proud to say she is now a vet tech and working toward being a surgery assistant.

I was just thinking of you in trying to encapsulate a guiding view for your walk with the Lord... it’s actually taken from the Westminster Shorter Catechism, “mans chief end is to glorify God, and to enjoy Him forever.” That’s it! Simple right?

I will add you to my prayers Steve... God walks with you brother

 

[BobRyan]

OK, I now hate the Charismatic Movement, the Pentecostal Movement, and the New Apostolic Reformation. However, sometimes in dark times I will suddenly speak words that do not feel of my own accord. The words are "Jesus is Lord, Jesus is Master, Jesus is God." These experiences are it seems the only Godly supernatural experience of communication I have ever had in my entire life. I rule all other experiences as ultimately Gnostic, giving special "knowledge" that led me astray.

My questions are: Is this believable? Does it conform to Scripture? Do others get experiences of God miraculously comforting them?

I desperately need to weigh this type of experience, as I feel I should say it is genuinely of God.

Romans 8
but if by the Spirit you are putting to death the deeds of the body, you will live. 14 For all who are being led by the Spirit of God, these are sons of God. 15 For you have not received a spirit of slavery leading to fear again, but you have received a spirit of adoption as sons by which we cry out, “Abba! Father!” 16 The Spirit Himself testifies with our spirit that we are children of God,

 

[Steven Yeadon]

Romans 8
but if by the Spirit you are putting to death the deeds of the body, you will live. 14 For all who are being led by the Spirit of God, these are sons of God. 15 For you have not received a spirit of slavery leading to fear again, but you have received a spirit of adoption as sons by which we cry out, “Abba! Father!” 16 The Spirit Himself testifies with our spirit that we are children of God,

So, I take it what you mean is that this is just one way the Spirit testifies that I am a beloved son?

 

[Steven Yeadon]

OK my lovely niece is medicated and that gives her balance to go forward with her education. That child is the daughter I never had. When she was institutionalized someone gave her great advice... that she would always have some abnormal impulses but she has to work past them in order to be successful... I’m proud to say she is now a vet tech and working toward being a surgery assistant.

I was just thinking of you in trying to encapsulate a guiding view for your walk with the Lord... it’s actually taken from the Westminster Shorter Catechism, “mans chief end is to glorify God, and to enjoy Him forever.” That’s it! Simple right?

I will add you to my prayers Steve... God walks with you brother

Thank you very much for the prayers. I am preparing to go back to the workplace myself.

I need to increase God's fame by saying that almost all the prophecy I had in the NAR church is gone and good riddance. It is a miracle, because if we chalked up the prophecy to mental illness, then those symptoms have almost all disappeared.

 

[BobRyan]

So, I take it what you mean is that this is just one way the Spirit testifies that I am a beloved son?

You said ' I will suddenly speak words that do not feel of my own accord. The words are "Jesus is Lord, Jesus is Master, Jesus is God." '

I am not in a position to know if you are deciding to say it or the Holy Spirit moves you irresistibly to say it.

 

[Steven Yeadon]

Oh, what I have is irresistible speech. I have irresistible speech at times, that is believed to be caused by OCD, because it doesn't work like verbal tics hardly at all. This "Jesus is Lord" phenomenon could in fact be considered the only helpful set of irresistible compulsions to come out of a terrible medical disorder. I hadn't considered that before. Still I feel I should thank God for the timing of this "Jesus is Lord" phenomenon, because it always happens when I most need to be built up. Even if there is a possible, straightforward explanation of it.

Then again, the vast bulk of my irresistible speech is gone in the wake of losing my "Charismatic spiritual gifts." It was primarily how I talked to "Holy Spirit" and have a conversation. Again, these were counterfeits from the devil. They had to be, as they never fit compulsions or verbal tics and "Holy Spirit" had clear personality and will and always worked according to the rubric explained by New Apostolic Reformation (NAR) prophetic ministers. My medical professionals thought they were very possibly genuine religious experiences, so it fooled even them. I might want to list all of my "spiritual gifts" in my testimony I am writing, and by explaining that I had them, show that counterfeit power is most likely at work in the NAR.