xdx, your "punishment", if any, will be the loss of rewards that you could have received. Don't worry about it. Eternity with Jesus awaits all those who believe. That ain't no punishment.
Ah this is the way modern day Christendom would have us believe. Eat, drink and be merry for tomorrow eternity begins and it doesn't matter how you live your life because you will get your piece of the pie and live happily ever after. Unfortunately this just doesn't have any Scriptural foundation to it. It's a nice pie in the sky saying, but it doesn't have root. It's a belief built on the sand instead of the Solid Rock.
xdisciplex most people see the warnings given to us in Scripture as punishment, but it is really discipline. We can either take our discipline now or we can take it in the coming age (by the way eternity is not what awaits us on the timeline).
When I was little and I got in trouble I thought it was punishment at the time, but now I realize it was discipline. My parents were punishing me, but trying to make me better.
And yes the Bible says we will be rewarded for what we have done good or bad. If we have sown to the Spirit we will reap life. But if we have sown to the flesh we will reap corruption.
The Bible also talks about suffering loss. Most of Christendom would have us believe that just means we will not receive the rewards that we could have had, but that's not what loss means. Loss means you lose something that you are in possession of. You and I or no one else for that matter is currently in possession of rewards, so we are in no position to lose them.
The Bible talks several places about the loss of one's soul. That is in fact what will be suffered at the JSOC is the loss of one's soul, which has to do with the coming kingdom of Christ.
Brother it is good that you are starting to see some of these things. The Word is being planted and now you have one of four options. You can allow the bird to come and steal it away. You can allow the cares of this world to choke it out. You can allow persecution to make you quit studying it, or you can allow it to grow and produce fruit!
I pray God will continue to have mercy on your eyes and ears. By the way the study material that I PMed you sometime back will really help you in this matter. If you need me to I can PM you again.