Oh, I'm pretty sure if I was living a life of debauchery and loving every second of it, if I hated God and wanted nothing to do with him, and then a second later I wanted to go to church, I would notice.
And if that happened to you you DID notice- you just didn't understand why- and you still don't. You still don't understand that God did all the changing of your heart totally without your help.
It is my prayer that one day you will come to understand this.
Before I got saved I did not hate God or Jesus. I believed God was good, I believed Jesus was good. But I had been taught I had to be a good person to go to heaven, and I tried to be a good person. I hated the Devil and everything about him.
You did not hate your idea of what you thought God and Jesus was. Your idea, before you were saved was nothing more than an idol of them.
The Mormons and JW's love Jesus and God too- but he is not the one true God.
This is what kills me about Calvinism, they will say things like "Total Depravity does not mean we are as bad as we could be". Well, why not? What is keeping us from being as evil and bad as we can be if we absolutely have no ability to do anything good?
Providence. God restrains the evil of man for his own purposes.
All kings would be like Hitler and worse were it not for the fact that "the heart of the King is in the hand of the Lord as the rivers of water he turneth it withersoever he will."
All men have a limitless potential for evil. Their circumstances hem them in from being as evil as they can be.
They actually ARE as evil in their hearts as they can be- but it does not play out in their lives because of the Providential restraint of God.
It doesn't make a bit of sense. If we have no ability whatsoever to do good, then simple logic dictates we should be as evil as we possibly can be.
Hopefully now you see the error of this thinking.
Why do we have a conscience? The conscience by definition means we know right from wrong and have an inclination or tugging to do that which is right. All men have a conscience.
You have totally missed the definition of conscience. You were doing OK when you started- it is a certain amount of knowledge- very limited- of what is right and wrong.
No, the scriptures do not teach that unsaved man can do no good. Jesus himself said we who are evil can give good gifts to our children. He said sinners can love and do good, and he said their love and good is "the same" as ours.
The Scriptures ABSOLUTELY teach that sinful man can do no good.
The verses you refer to have NOTHING at all to do with real "goodness".
Rattlesnakes and hyenas give good gifts to their children. SO WHAT???
Does that mean that rattlesnakes and hyenas are morally upright?
The idea is absurd. It just means that it is natural to tend to one's offspring.
To stretch that to say that men are morally good is a terrible, terrible stretch.
Especially when the Bible says very clearly- "There is none that doeth good- no not one" Romans 3.
Luke 6:32 For if ye love them which love you, what thank have ye? for sinners also love those that love them.
33 And if ye do good to them which do good to you, what thank have ye? for sinners also do even the same.
Yes, and the point Jesus is making is that loving those that love you is not real moral goodness- even sinners do that!
If you want to do real moral goodness love those that hate you.
I have a full blooded pit bull that loves me because I love him. Is he morally good?
Of course not.