I hear some say on this board I came to Christ... Well I came to Christ too but what brought me?...
Thanks for the testimony, I enjoy hearing your perspective. I think I’ll just share a comparison with mine and let the rest pass:
[long winded, I know]
I think all that came to Christ will say that God called them and drew them. They take no pride in the work of being saved on their own, because it was His work that did the job, if anything I felt foolish being I knew He was always near but that it took me so long to turn my heart toward His love, to put away my pride and confess that I needed Him.
Did I decide one day I believe I will come to Christ?... I can tell you without reservation that was not my case...
Although much lead up to it it was one day that I finally decided that I was beaten and I had nowhere to turn, that there was no one is this world that could help and that I turned to God. That night I pleaded with Him to know Him and for Him to guide my life because, as I confessed, my way wasn’t working and never would and my only hope was in Him.
I was brought up in church since the age of seven but I didn't join the church until the age of twenty-two...
My Mom had taken me to Sunday school occasionally until I was about 8, after that I could count on my hands how many times I went and didn’t join a church until after I was saved at 35.
In all that time I heard sermon after sermon after sermon on the Sovereign Grace of All Mighty God but never joined, …
I heard on the street many things about God and religions and my impression was that churches told you how much of a sinner you were, asked for your money and were law givers that were out to judge and control you. I had little interest when I saw some of those goofballs on TV and thought most were nuts!
…why?... I had a near death experience in the fields of Vietnam and soon after returned home and joined the church...
Why? … a very hard and disappointing life, a heart so broken that I hardened it so as not to be vulnerable and feel any more pain, but the belief that I would never truly love again being shattered when my baby girl’s love found her way into my heart, cracked it wide open and weakened me again. Then, one day I saw her imitating the despair I had been living and knew I didn’t want her walking in my steps of sadness and needed to do something about it but also saw the writing on the wall that she was about to face the same cruel world without even my protection as I came to the realization that I was about to lose her due to a failing marriage which I had no control over changing and giving her up to be alone in the world without me, even with all my insuperable problems, was more than I could bear.
The reason I had not joined before is the Lord had not prepared me... He had not changed my heart to receive the thing pertaining to his kingdom on earth the church... He had not change my cold and stony heart and given me a heart of flesh...
I was not saved through the efforts of a church but by revelation in God’s Word, wherein after that one night while sheading long held back tears I put away my pride and confessed that He was the only way to a good life and in brokenness I surrendered to His guidance, and pleaded for a relationship with Him, and I asked how to hear Him…and … I suddenly felt His presence like I can only describe as a comforting hand on my shoulder and a peace like I had never known. The very next day, still feeling this strange sense of peace, I began to seek Him and to my amazement He spoke to me from the Words in the Bible that I picked up in that seeking and I began to read, a book which someone had given me several years before. There in a book that I had never opened and knew virtually nothing about God lead me to the exact pages I needed and clearly answered my questions of how to hear Him and have a relationship with Him. I saw how great His love was, Who the Word was and the purpose, the offer of light in John 1, next, the wisdom and truth behind the promise that if one asks, seeks and knocks that he receives, finds and the door is opened! All in one very long sitting! Overwhelmed by the revelation and truth in those Words I dropped me to my knees in faith, tears rolling down my face in the realization that God loved me and was answering my prayers and talking to “me” …an undeserving broken man.
Some say just believe and be born again... If you are not born again how can you believe?... One does not believe to be born again, one believes because THEY ARE ALREADY BORN AGAIN!...
God called, I responded, …finally! He loved me first, there is no doubt in that. I died to myself that day, to my ways, and freely accepted Him in my life as my Lord. He picked me up, gave me a new life from above and I was born again.
Can anyone one here claim that they believed in their natural father before they saw his face?... You had to be born first... Is the Gospel any different?... Birth comes first!... Ye must be born again!... Brother Glen
In my case, I always felt I believed in God, though invisible, the things of him from the creation of the world were clearly seen, being understood by the things that He made is a biblical truth that I love and accept and realize that I always truly knew in my heart that I had no excuses when His judgment came upon me. I knew He was there, watching me, but I did not glorify Him as my God rather I conformed to the world and its “wisdom” and tried to be the judge between good and evil for myself. But, unlike the testimony of many others I did not come to God in fear of judgment, I came in love of the truth which He revealed to me and to which He gets all the credit. The power of His love saved me! I turned to hear His calling, I died to myself, to my pride of life, and at the same time put my faith and all my hope in Him and I was shown the truth and truth set me free and I was born again! How wonderful is the face of Jesus Christ that shines in the darkness and brings that light to all in the world! I love this verse:
(2Co 4:6) For God, who commanded the light to shine out of darkness, hath shined in our hearts, to
give the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face of Jesus Christ.