Jon, you have told yourself a lie. I am not sure from which book you have picked up this lie and appropriated it for yourself, but your view is not supported by the whole of scripture. You are free to believe what you will, but none of the New Covenant writers, nor the early church fathers taught what you hold to.
Know that we are at a standstill. At this point you have been relegated to prideful denigration of others who recognize your error. Your belittling behavior is not enough to change what the Bible clearly teaches regarding Jesus covenant fulfilling substitutionary atonement for my sins.
This argument is over. You have failed to convince anyone of your theory and certainly you have no historical support. Hold whatever personal view you wish, but no more sanctimonious snobbery from you is necessary.
Walk by faith. We disagree and our King can correct us both. Until then, we disagree.
The book I picked up is the Bible. Here is what happened:
For years I taught, believed and defended Penal Substitution Theory. This influenced my preaching as well (of course). I preached a sermon on the cross, which was well recieved. I went to bed that evening content that I had delivered an accurate account of the cross.
I woke up convicted by God that I had adulterated Scripture with Theory (specifically, with Penal Substitution Theory). It was strange as I was a Calvinust but even before that I believed the Theory. I never questioned it. I "saw" it from Genesis to Revelation. This did not make sence.
I de used to prove the Theory to myself. I expected to reinforce Penal Substitution Theory. I purchased a couple of dry erase boards and wrote every passage I could think of dealing dpecifically with Penal Substitution. Then I erased every passage that did not actually confirm the Theory.
In tge end there were no passages on the board. I realized Oenal Substitution Theory was not in the Bible and could not pass the test of Scripture (the only way it "passes" is by comparing what we think the Bible teaches to what we think the Bible teaches, which is meaningless and dubjective).
I posted this on the BB in hopes others would provide passages I had missed. I was only insulted. But between the slander and insults I realized nobody else knew of any passages that actually teach the Theory.
I believe it is important first and foremost to be biblical - to make sure our doctrines (especially doctrines that form foundations to other doctrines) pass the test of Scripture.
Penal Substitution Theory does not. Unlink other disagreements concerning interpretation, there are no actual passages that can legitimately be interpreted to support Penal Substitution Theory (you have to add and change to force Scripture to prop up the Theory).
From then on I have encouraged others to trust in God's Word, lay aside tradition and philosophy, and simply believe "what is written".
The only reason you find Scripture itself insufficient without adding what you belueve it "teaches" is the lens through which you view God and His Word. If you lay that aside you will find Scripture complete, sufficient, and perfect. It will make sence.