@Van this a quote from you "
we have an autonomous will able to choose within the allowance of God." from your post # 57
This what autonomous will means Van.The capacity of the will of a rational being
to be a law to itself, independently of the influence of any property of objects of volition.
So I ask again can you save yourself or decide that you will not sin again? In your quote you effectively said you had an autonomous will but you did not have an autonomous will. Are you trying to attach a special meaning to the word autonomous? Isn't that something you say calvinists do all the time?