JonC,
it did not happen in a conventional way so I do not often speak about it.
I bought a bible to find the errors and contradictions in it. [a three dollar hardcover from a second-hand store} I had never read a bible and was completely biblically illiterate.
I was ashamed I was reading it, did not tell anyone. A nurse was going to move in with me when she finished at mayo Clinic in December. I had just bought my first starter house.
I would read alone each day, got to the genealogies, did not understand what that was about, got bored by priestly laws and rituals, and had no understanding. I knew about the creation, fall, flood, but stopped reading there.
In a few days I picked it back up and opened it randomly and found the gospels which i knew a few of the stories.
I did not know anything, I did not know what the chapter and verse numbers meant. I did not know what it meant Old Covenant, New Covenant....nothing.
Long story short/ after about 4 months I was intensely convicted about a few verses which I did not have full understanding of at that time, but I got the main idea...
Lk12:
2 For there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; neither hid, that shall not be known.
3 Therefore whatsoever ye have spoken in darkness shall be heard in the light; and that which ye have spoken in the ear in closets shall be proclaimed upon the housetops.
4 And I say unto you my friends, Be not afraid of them that kill the body, and after that have no more that they can do.
5 But I will forewarn you whom ye shall fear: Fear him, which after he hath killed hath power to cast into hell; yea, I say unto you, Fear him.
I was alone in my small living room but was totally convicted of my guilt and sin. Did not know how to pray, but recalled this;
mk10:
47 And when he heard that it was Jesus of Nazareth, he began to cry out, and say, Jesus, thou son of David, have mercy on me.
48 And many charged him that he should hold his peace: but he cried the more a great deal, Thou son of David, have mercy on me.
I asked God to have mercy on me and forgive my sins.
After that, the verses seemed to jump off the page.
I was not looking for God, but looking to resist, That is how i am certain Salvation is of the Lord.
The girl said she would not move in with me, no one was going to tell her about God, lost some college friends, had cults come around trying to steal the word like the fowls of the air.
I never "accepted it". I did not know it existed for the first part of my Christian life.
What I did do was start using a yellow highlighter and underling every verse that was similar to Eph1:3-14....like here;
Titus1;
Titus 1 King James Version (KJV)
1 Paul, a servant of God, and an apostle of Jesus Christ, according to the faith of God's elect, and the acknowledging of the truth which is after godliness;
2 In hope of eternal life, which God, that cannot lie, promised before the world began;
1thess2.
12 That ye would walk worthy of God, who hath called you unto his kingdom and glory.
13 For this cause also thank we God without ceasing, because, when ye received the word of God which ye heard of us, ye received it not as the word of men, but as it is in truth, the word of God, which effectually worketh also in you that believe.
I had legal pads filled with such verses and underlined by Scofield bible...
The Conservative Baptist church was very basic, at least the Pastor did preach repentance.
Like this;
http://baptiststudiesonline.com/wp-content/uploads/2007/02/declaration-of-faith-cba.pdf
The men would study Gene Getz on the measure of a man, or some such title. There was some learning and growth, before the friction took place...lol
So you were saved, experienced the power of God unto salvation (the gospel) in your own life.
it did not happen in a conventional way so I do not often speak about it.
I bought a bible to find the errors and contradictions in it. [a three dollar hardcover from a second-hand store} I had never read a bible and was completely biblically illiterate.
I was ashamed I was reading it, did not tell anyone. A nurse was going to move in with me when she finished at mayo Clinic in December. I had just bought my first starter house.
I would read alone each day, got to the genealogies, did not understand what that was about, got bored by priestly laws and rituals, and had no understanding. I knew about the creation, fall, flood, but stopped reading there.
In a few days I picked it back up and opened it randomly and found the gospels which i knew a few of the stories.
I did not know anything, I did not know what the chapter and verse numbers meant. I did not know what it meant Old Covenant, New Covenant....nothing.
Long story short/ after about 4 months I was intensely convicted about a few verses which I did not have full understanding of at that time, but I got the main idea...
Lk12:
2 For there is nothing covered, that shall not be revealed; neither hid, that shall not be known.
3 Therefore whatsoever ye have spoken in darkness shall be heard in the light; and that which ye have spoken in the ear in closets shall be proclaimed upon the housetops.
4 And I say unto you my friends, Be not afraid of them that kill the body, and after that have no more that they can do.
5 But I will forewarn you whom ye shall fear: Fear him, which after he hath killed hath power to cast into hell; yea, I say unto you, Fear him.
I was alone in my small living room but was totally convicted of my guilt and sin. Did not know how to pray, but recalled this;
mk10:
47 And when he heard that it was Jesus of Nazareth, he began to cry out, and say, Jesus, thou son of David, have mercy on me.
48 And many charged him that he should hold his peace: but he cried the more a great deal, Thou son of David, have mercy on me.
I asked God to have mercy on me and forgive my sins.
After that, the verses seemed to jump off the page.
Praise God. I love to hear people relate their conversion experience. It is always the same from one perspective (it is the work of God) but our experiences are different.
I was not looking for God, but looking to resist, That is how i am certain Salvation is of the Lord.
The girl said she would not move in with me, no one was going to tell her about God, lost some college friends, had cults come around trying to steal the word like the fowls of the air.
So you were saved and attended a conservative Baptist church. How did you end up accepting Calvinism?
I never "accepted it". I did not know it existed for the first part of my Christian life.
What I did do was start using a yellow highlighter and underling every verse that was similar to Eph1:3-14....like here;
Titus1;
Titus 1 King James Version (KJV)
1 Paul, a servant of God, and an apostle of Jesus Christ, according to the faith of God's elect, and the acknowledging of the truth which is after godliness;
2 In hope of eternal life, which God, that cannot lie, promised before the world began;
1thess2.
12 That ye would walk worthy of God, who hath called you unto his kingdom and glory.
13 For this cause also thank we God without ceasing, because, when ye received the word of God which ye heard of us, ye received it not as the word of men, but as it is in truth, the word of God, which effectually worketh also in you that believe.
I had legal pads filled with such verses and underlined by Scofield bible...
The Conservative Baptist church was very basic, at least the Pastor did preach repentance.
Like this;
http://baptiststudiesonline.com/wp-content/uploads/2007/02/declaration-of-faith-cba.pdf
The men would study Gene Getz on the measure of a man, or some such title. There was some learning and growth, before the friction took place...lol