I didn't think you were, which is why I made the "maverick" jest.
I want you, Icon, and others to understand that the view your are exposing is really more in line with what some might call "Hyper-Calvinism." Here is an article written by respected Reformed author John Hendryx, titled "The Will of God - Hyper-Calvinism Versus Historic Calvinism," which explains why this view is not orthodox or mainstream.
Here is the opening paragraph:
I hope you will take some time to read it and see that what I'm saying here is not unique to me, or in anyway an attack on you all personally. I just think this belief should be a common ground for us, and can be while maintaining our soteriological differences.
You quoted Hendryx yet didn't read his words apparently. His friend said God had no desire to save the reprobate yet also believed iin the free and promiscuous proclamation of the Gospel to all. Hendryx assured his friend that he didn't regard him as a hyper-Calvinist.
You need to actually support your view by quoting someone who agrees with you.