That is what sin is. It is purposeful. You and I daily, purposefully, sin and fall short of YHWH's standard. We are dead because we miss the mark. We need someone who can make us alive. Only the grace, which comes from Yeshua, YHWH himself, can save us and cause us to hit the mark.
God's grace has made me alive and has carried me over to hit the mark. The law brings your death like the grim reaper. It is sad that you prefer death rather than life, Jason. I wish Yeshua would choose to make you alive. That is his choice to make.
What is the sin offering for:
Lev 4:2 “Speak to the children of Yisra’ĕl, saying, ‘
When a being sins by mistake against any of the commands of יהוה, which are not to be done, and shall do any of them:
Lev 4:13 ‘And if the entire congregation of Yisra’ĕl
strays by mistake, and the matter has been hidden from the eyes of the assembly, and they have done against any of the commands of יהוה, which are not to be done, and shall be guilty,
What happens to willful sin:
Num_15:30 ‘But the being who
does whatever defiantly, whether he is native or a stranger, he reviles יהוה, and that being shall be cut off from among his people.
Heb 6:4 For it is impossible for those who were
once enlightened, and have tasted the heavenly gift, and have become partakers of the Set-apart Spirit,
Heb 6:5 and have
tasted the good Word of Elohim and the powers of the age to come,
Heb 6:6 and fall away, to renew them again to repentance – having impaled for themselves the Son of Elohim again, and put Him to open shame
Heb 10:26 For
if we sin purposely after we have received the knowledge of the truth, there no longer remains a slaughter offering for sins,
This is why we must follow torah, so we don't revile YHVH and we show our love to him by obedience. If we sin willfully, we don't appreciate the sacrifice of the Son to restore us back to covenant with the Father. We would be breaking the terms all over again. REPENT