I would prefer to believe in Unconditional Eternal Security.
No, actually you would not. If you did want to believe it, you would begin exegeting Scripture rather than inserting your own ideas when convenient.
I do not mean you then start reading Scripture taking for granted that Eternal Security is taught, but just what I said...exegesis rather than eisegesis.
And I have no idea why anyone would not want to believe it.
I can name several:
1. They were saved in denominations that teach loss of salvation, and to go against that would cast their own salvation experience into question.
2. Because of sin in their own lives, they live in constant guilt, and think that they perform works which remedy that sin.
3. They are not actually saved, have not the Spirit of God, thus cannot understand the spiritual things of God. Their salvation is works-based, rather than relational.
4. They are young in the faith, ignorant of Scripture, and though saved, still have not learned how to study. Thus, their understanding of salvation in Christ does not replicate the expressed faith in Christ dying for them that the Spirit of God enlightened them to when He saved them. While this initial faith was generated in truth, the sin in their lives allows them to see their participation in salvation as something valid.
Once I put saving faith in Jesus Christ, nothing can change my eternal destiny.
That is true, and even the L.O.S.T. (Loss Of Salvation Teachers) believe this to be true of themselves, though they teach loss of salvation teachings.
They desperately want to warn others that they might lose their salvation, but do not actually believe this dreadful fate could happen to them.
I can return to a life of wickedness,die in unrepentance,and I will still be saved in the end.
And here is where your eisegesis begins: you impose a belief that Eternal Security equates to license to sin. I know of not one credible teacher of Eternal Security that endorses this false argument offered as an argument by the L.O.S.T.
In fact, I have myself mentioned several times in this visit to this this forum that those who do sin and fail to repent run the danger of the very same punishment exacted in the Old Testament under Law for sin: physical death.
You have to create false arguments like these to try to support an unbiblical view, and that is the case in every point of error of those who are seriously confused about what Scripture teaches.
I can even renounce my faith,die in unbelief and still enter God's kingdom.
Who teaches that?
Except the L.O.S.T.?
This is like Pre-Trib Rapture deniers saying that view does not motivate to holy living, when in fact, that view above all views does precisely that. If we believe Christ could call us out if this world at any moment...where is the logic in thinking the view endorses license for sin?
False arguments are part and parcel for the L.O.S.T.
The only loss is I would have some significantly lesser heavenly rewards or no rewards at all, but heaven I am not missing for nothing.
Just not the teaching of credible teachers of the Word of God. You will never find one to teach what you have just taught. While it might be true that equally immature believers have this impression, that does not mean it can be associated with the Biblical Doctrine of Eternal Security.
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