It does seem to me as though it was the Catholics/orthodox folks who God trusted to pen our New Testaments.
I am not looking at becoming Catholic, btw...
But it seems to me that nobody REALLY believes in sola scriptura.. really.. I mean, a lot of my first ideas about how to interpret the bible came from a charismatic church and the Pastors opinions and interpretations. When scripture stopped making sense there, my husband and I hopped over to the Baptist church, but yet again, I am running into scriptures that do not make any sense at all whatsoever.. Peter's keys, binding and loosing, This IS my body, being a few. It seems like a more ancient, traditional christianity has better answers for those things.. THere being no universal church being another huge one for me. When I read the bible, its so clear to me, but Im told by baptists that that "is not what scripture means". ugh.. so frustrating.
And I have yet to read the church fathers for myself, but I am going to. I keep hearing that the ancient church looks much more Catholic, that they really did believe in Eucharist, and that infants were baptized as the norm.
Again, keep in mind, I have made absolutely no decisions, but Im looking at this very seriously. I want to know the truth.
And no, I dont think that the bible is inadequate AT ALL. I think we are the inadequate ones, BUT, if there is a church that has it right, then I want in. Its so confusing and divided.
Do we have a free will or not? (scripture seems to say yes and no)
Are baptism and the Lords supper sacramental? Baptists say no.
-I believe that scripture says YES resoundingly, even though I attend a baptist church. when I read the scriptures involving both of these things, I do not come to the conclusion by scripture alone, that these things are just acts of obedience.
There is so much that divides us. How do we KNOW that we are the right ones?
I guess thats all Im asking.
Because I tell you what, I dont know that Im right. I know nothing.