Alan Dale Gross
Well-Known Member
I am sorry you feel this way right now. Hearing that you wish you were not here tells me you carry heavy pain(?)RE: God has Infinite Choices, including to Make the Choice to NOT Do ANYTHING
Well, yes. That would be the one of the options of 'without limitations'. Frankly speaking, if I had a choice whether to make me or not, I would have chosen not to make me in the first place, or anything for that matter.
The one thing I have learned about others who express this degree of hopeless despair is that I have been strongly admonished to "not wait and think someone else is going to reach out for help from a Professional in dealing with Depression of this nature, but to step up, NOW, and be the one to sound the initial needed alert."
I am strapped by the anonymity of the Forum, however, you do not have to carry this alone.
This is almost like more than a Theological issue and yet God Almighty certainly does know and understand you and everything you feel more than you do, yourself, about what you mean by saying if you had been God that you would have never even Created you and given you the life you have, if you were Him, you don't think.
He can Help. He has His Son and the Provision of sinless Eternal Life that Jesus has Accomplished in His death, burial, and RESURRECTION FROM DEATH, ITSELF, AND JESUS CHRIST THE PROMISED MESSIAH OBTAINED EVERLASTING LIFE, for those who are common, everyday, sinners on the Earth, just like all of the rest of us.
I can understand how your Fatalistic(?), Atheistic(?) understanding of life in general could leave anyone feeling hopeless and despondent regarding the questions concerning what purpose there is in it all.
That happens to be the exact plan of the Supernatural Evil, Fallen Angel, Satan himself, who has brought you there.
I HAVE A MESSAGE. JESUS CHRIST IS THE SAVIOR OF THE SOULS OF MEN AND WOMEN WHO HAVE DONE ALL KINDS OF GYRATIONS IN THEIR HUMAN EXPERIENCE SEEKING A TRANSENDANCE TO COMMUNICATE WITH THEIR CREATOR AND ARE GUILTY OF OF ALL MANNER OF SINS JUST LIKE YOU AND I, WHO GOD HAS DELIEVERED SOUL-FIRST INTO THE SPIRITUAL REALM OF HIS TRUTH.
AND THE TRUTH WILL ULTIMATELY SET YOU FREE FROM THE DOMINION OF DARKNESS AND SET YOUR FEET ON A ROCK AND ESTABLISH YOUR GOINGS TOWARD WORSHIPPING THE ONE TRUE AND LIVING CREATOR GOD OF US ALL, WHO IS WORTHY OF ALL OUR BLESSINGS AND PRAISE WE COULD EVER GIVE HIM AND HE IS ACTUALLY ABOVE ANY AND ALL BLESSINGS AND PRAISE WE COULD EVER GIVE HIM.
THAT IS HOW AWESOME THE GOD OF GENUINE CHRISTIANITY IS. OUR GOD IS A GOOD GOD.
Are you weary of this thing called life and been Blessed by God to feel the heavy laden misery of life without God?
The Lord God, Jesus Christ, said in Matthew 11:28-30;
"Come unto Me, all ye that labor and are heavy laden, and I Will Give you Rest.
29; "Take My yoke upon you, and learn of Me;
for I Am Meek and Lowly in Heart: and ye shall find Rest unto your souls."
30; "For My Yoke is Easy, and My Burden is Light."
If you were strapped together in a Ox-like Yoke, with Jesus, He could take Care of all the Heavy Lifting and Work.
Place the Safe-Keeping of your Eternal soul into the Hands of God's Son, Jesus the Savior of man, Who is a Comfort to all.
Please reach out to someone who can help you right now.
You can call or text the Suicide & Crisis Lifeline at 988. It is free, open all day and night, and completely private.
And, it not like you just told me you are going to harm yourself, but either way, you may need to talk to someone.
You can call me at Five 0 Two, Two 8 Four, Nine 2 Five 3, and I will listen, uninterrupted, as long as we hold out.
There is also a Private Message feature here.
Support Options:
- Call or text 988 to talk with someone.
- Text HOME to 741741 to chat with the Crisis Text Line.
- Go to the closest hospital emergency room if you feel unsafe.
If you want to talk about what is making you feel this way, I am here to listen.
I'm sure the Moderator you have already begun a rapport with here on the board, Scarlett O, would gladly and greatly care to assist you in any way she can, also;
Would you like to share what is on your mind?
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