Self denial is a desert we are drawn into. Taken away into a dry barren wilderness.
It is in this wilderness that the spiritual realities appear good and bad.
The dark is unveiled by self denial and does not like a soul seeing it. It is best disguised by worldly distractions and self indulgence.
Don’t be afraid, Jesus is with you. You will see many things that were hidden, but you are not there out of curiosity, remain on the purpose you began with. Do not be tempted by distraction and fascination.
We are following Jesus, do not enter the spiritual without Jesus, don’t chase after experiences like new age fools do. Jesus is our guide, fix your eyes on Jesus.
“ Without me, you can do nothing “
Do not be put off or give up but remain on the original purpose to take Jesus invitation to follow and deny self. The dark throws out every distraction, it offers you everything to give up and to not crucify self, to not follow Jesus, to not carry your cross.
Discouragement is what dark tries first, failing that it desperately tries to pay you off, failing that it rages against you. It’s face of malice is then fully exposed as it loses.
Self denial is in the Light, self indulgence is in the dark. The dark is greatly disturbed by self denial, expect it.
All our sufferings, annoyances, inconveniences and pains have enormous value spiritually because they are opportunities to deny self. Do not rage against them and react like the worldly do, but offer them to Jesus as a living sacrifice of self.
“ It is no longer I that lives, but Christ who lives in me “
Your nasty neighbour, that rude or annoying person at the store, the guy that cuts you off in traffic, all sent by God lovingly for you to deny self. See it, use it, thank God for it.
Those brave few that take the narrow path are also given great consolations, it’s not all toil, Jesus loves us knows our weakness. Those moments He gives us sight of His Holy Face and fills our heart to bursting. We are no longer strained or afflicted but filled with His love, strength and peace. It’s an eternity in a moment.
We have to truly trust and love Jesus to seriously take His invitation to deny self, take up our cross and follow Him.