Soteriology is the study of salvation. If you think I don't understand it, you are suggesting that I am not saved.
It is not a requirement for most of us to invest several years of our lives in post-doctoral studies in soteriology at the Universities of Cambridge and Oxford in order to have a saving faith in Christ. I am not at all questioning your salvation, but some of the things that I have read in your posts suggest to me that your knowledge of soteriology is inadequate for you and me to discuss intelligently the relationship between the soteriological passages in Genesis and the soteriological passages in Romans. (And no, I am not suggesting that I have myself invested several years of my life in post-doctoral studies in soteriology at the Universities of Cambridge and Oxford).
Earlier you were suggesting that I should spend seven or eight years at a "seminary internationally recognized for its academic excellence". Then you said you had posted your discussion of Romans on another thread, but when I asked you where it was you wouldn't tell me. Now you are suggesting that I should read just one commentary. This is a major climbdown, isn't it? No need for seven or eight years at a seminary any more.
I am making an attempt here to be realistic. Certainly reading one commentary on Romans, no matter how excellent that commentary may be, is no substitute for spending seven or eight years at a "seminary internationally recognized for its academic excellence". Nonetheless, the careful and prayerful study of the one commentary that I recommended would answer the questions that you seem to me to be asking.
But you've already built in your dodge clause because I have to read this commentary "carefully and prayerfully", which is just a pious way of saying that I have to read it according to your standards. You have dodged this issue so long, I don't think you are going to give me your answer, however many commentaries I read, because you haven't got an answer. If I read this commentary, you will make some excuse and tell me I have to read another one, and another one, and another one. The goal post will always be moving and I haven't got time to waste, following it around.
No, the commentary is an excellent one, and I am quite confident that if you were to carefully and prayerfully read it, you would have the answers to your questions. You may not agree with the answers, but you would have them and we could then discuss them.
I wouldn't have a problem with that, but I'd like to know what to do with my hypothetical friend who has an IQ of 60. He is intelligent enough to understand my question because it's really simple. I'm saying "It's not fair because God messed up the world and then blamed us for it". This question is really serious for my hypothetical friend because it affects his faith and he can't believe until he gets it answered. How do I answer him in a way that he can understand? If I have to do it according to your standards, there is no answer at all. Instead I have to say "Damn you, you dimwit, you'll just have to go to hell".
It is not at all necessary for your hypothetical friend to spend several years of his life in post-doctoral studies in soteriology at the Universities of Cambridge and Oxford in order to be saved. Nor is it necessary that he read even the most simple commentary on Romans. Nor is it necessary for him to know the answers to any of the questions that you have been asking, but simply to trust Jesus to save him.
I was actually more interested in the reasons why you ceased to be a pastor.
Becoming a pastor was a major career change for me, but that new career lasted only about six years. The reasons for this are very complicated and I myself do not have all the answers. I certainly do very much miss the pastoral life.