I will present this but in a little different way. I have taken the liberty of inserting the thoughts of those contemporary to the crucifixion. And in a way even my own thoughts from a very very long dark time ago.
Again, as if this hasn't already been done we have to show Isaiah 53:
1Who has believed our message?
And t
o whom has the arm of the LORD been revealed?
2He grew up before Him like a tender shoot,
and like a root out of dry ground.
He had no stately form or majesty to attract us,
no beauty that we should desire Him.
3He was despised and rejected by men,
a man of sorrows, acquainted with grief.
Like one from whom men hide their faces,
He was despised, and we esteemed Him not.
Why should I, He is nothing more then a trickster.
Seen plenty of them always with their hand out promising big rewards.
Why should I even look at Him, he is not even attractive, and in fact repulsive.
4Surely He took on our infirmities
and carried our sorrows;
yet
we considered Him stricken by God,
struck down and afflicted.
5But
He was pierced for our transgressions,
He was crushed for our iniquities;
the punishment that brought us peace was upon Him,
and
by His stripes we are healed.
God did not pierce Him - I did.
God did not crush Him - I did.
God did not punish Him - I did
God did not lash Him - I did.
The evil in my own heart long established by being a slave of sin rejoiced to bring Him pain and sorrow.
6We all like sheep have gone astray,
each one has turned to his own way;
and
the LORD has laid upon Him
the iniquity of us all.
I did not ask forgiveness for what I did to Him, He ask forgiveness for me!
"Father forgive them, they are ignorant."
What kind of criminal does that!
I didn't care!
(I was bound in slavery to sin addicted the excitement of hurting the innocent.)
7He was oppressed and afflicted,
yet, He did not open His mouth.
He was led like a lamb to the slaughter,
and as a sheep before her shearers is silent,
so He did not open His mouth.
8By oppression and judgment He was taken away,
and who can recount His descendants?
For He was cut off from the land of the living;
He was stricken for the transgression of My people.
So, I desired Him to be a spectacular attraction and conjured up His quilt while I haughtily mocked.
He hung between to others, wicked murderous thieves. Hope they suffer a long time.
9He was assigned a grave with the wicked,
and with a rich man in His death,
although He had done no violence,
nor was any deceit in His mouth.
I knew He was innocent, and I knew I had done such evil against Him.
I can't understand how very meanly I was. I actually was happy doing harm to Him.
10Yet it was the LORD’s will to crush Him
and to cause Him to suffer;
and when His soul is made a guilt offering,
He will see His offspring, He will prolong His days,
and the good pleasure of the LORD will prosper in His hand.
11After the anguish of His soul,
He will see the light of life and be satisfied.
By His knowledge My righteous Servant will justify many,
and He will bear their iniquities.
I hear the reports. The religious rulers and those of the king's palace. They told that the very God of all heaven had deemed this all to take place. That the prophets had proclaimed it and the ordinances portrayed it.
I was nothing but a pawn in the hands of the gods, a pawn for both evil and good.
He is called "the righteous Servant" by God, and that He will justify many.
Can I be one of the many? How is that possible, what must I do?
12Therefore
I will allot Him a portion with the great,
and
He will divide the spoils with the strong,
because
He has poured out His life unto death,
and
He was numbered with the transgressors.
Yet
He bore the sin of many
and
made intercession for the transgressors.
Dear friend,
There is no place in this passage that portrays PSA thinking.