Never Claimed to BE Without Sin...
If they include calling a group of human beings "cockroaches" they do deserve to be called out on it. Glad you boys can have a pity party together. Victim? Poor babies. As Curtis would say, time to get your "big boy pants" on.
But calling folks "cockroaches" and PMing me to tell me to go to hell, IS? Pastor, you have a log in your eye big enough to build an ark with.
When you finally can stay on topic and get over your self pity, I look forward to your lucid contributions. I feel I will sadly be waiting a long time.
AGAIN... I am not without sin, especially when it comes to you and the many times you have provoked me into anger. And, it should not be forgotten that I have APOLOGIZED to you for the times you provoked me to say things out of anger (so, please quit bringing up the past to make you look like a victim). So, why have you never apologized for PROVOKING, and making me angry.
It is LONG overdue.
THEREFORE: It is time for you to look into your heart, and honestly ask yourself why you have taken on an all out war to discredit me, provoke me to anger, and be a spiritual stumbling block for me. If you believe that I'm unstable (as you've stated numerous time now) and need to get help, THAN why are you constantly PROVOKING me to anger??? That is not what Jesus would do, and if the seed sown in your heart truly fell on fertile ground, it is not something that you would be doing either!
I really fear that if you don't repent and change (in regard to your hateful ways) it will become evident that the seeds sown in your heart may turn out NOT to be the kind of seeds sown in rich, fertile soil.
Matthew 13:3-9 - "Behold, the sower went out to sow; and as he sowed, some seeds fell beside the road, and the birds came and ate them up. Others fell on the rocky places, where they did not have much soil; and immediately they sprang up, because they had no depth of soil. But when the sun had risen, they were scorched; and because they had no root, they withered away. Others fell among the thorns, and the thorns came up and choked them out.... he who has ears, let him hear."
What would be best for the BB. is for you to stay on topic, and simply post comments that attack my stated opinion... and "cease and desist" attacking me personally.
Therefore, without sounding redundant..... NO, I'm not upset with you, MP, I'm just grieving for you. Paul tells us in Galatians 5:25-26 - "Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit. Let us not become conceited, provoking and envying each other."
Earlier in the same chapter Paul tells us that, "the acts of the sinful nature are obvious: sexual immorality, impurity and debauchery; idolatry and witchcraft; hatred, discord, jealousy, fits of rage, selfish ambition, dissensions, factions , and envy; drunkenness, orgies, and the like. I warn you, as I did before, that those who live like this will not inherit the kingdom of God."
My spirit is NOW clearer than it has ever been in regard to dealing with the likes of you. Any anger I may have had toward you is in the past. Scripture has shown me just how wrong I was to retaliate - in the same manner that you attack me - and how badly you must need my prayer! I was wrong for getting angry and unleashing verbal retaliation for your mocking, bullying, and provoking me. Rest assured that in the future, I'll be praying for you, not attacking you in any way, manner, or, form....
Now, back to the Word... Paul tells us that, "the fruit of the Spirit is love, joy, peace, patience, kindness, goodness, faithfulness, gentleness and self-control. Against such things there is no law. Those who belong to Christ Jesus have crucified the sinful nature with its passions and desires. Since we live by the Spirit, let us keep in step with the Spirit. Let us not become conceited, provoking and envying each other.
I know my weaknesses - mp - you have obviously tried point them out to me, and the entire board, every chance you get. Therefore, in the name of fairness, it is now my turn to point out your sins, but, I'm doing it in conjunction with the Word of God. Your opinions of me have never been backed up by the Word; just innuendoes from your personal observations built on mocking accusations with the intent to provoke me, embarrass me, hurt me, and push buttons in order to elicit angry responses (for which I have apologized, but, refuse to do so any longer).
MP, you really need to look into the mirror of self examination and see what is causing you to exhibit such a rancid, relentless public hate for me. In my opinion, you are lacking some of the necessary fruits of the Spirit - noted in the above Scripture passage in BOLD print, but, that remains MHO.
STILL, the Word of God demands that I pray for those who mock me, hate me, and scorn me! So, I apologize to God for reacting to your provocations with anger, and in a true act of repentance, I will now go in a new direction when it comes to responding to people such as you.
For this reason, I will sincerely be praying for your soul and for your total humility to repent and change your heart. I've never been upset with you for disagreeing with me, but, you have refused to "play nice."
Oh, in case you may think I'm questioning your salvation, it is quite the opposite, I'm trying hard not to judge or question your standing with God. It's just that I'm finding it hard to understand how a person who says they're a believer can be so nasty, provoking and hateful to another believer.
Finally, you need to know that while I completely believe in "once saved, always saved..."; I also believe that those who are truly saved "once and for always", only applies to those who were like fertile ground when the seed was sown in their heart! Time has a way of separating the wheat from the tares!
Your Cyber-Brother,
Pastor Paul