Be careful with this. Your last sentence sounds like you are worshipping faith and calling it your Jesus.And he did not many mighty works there because of their unbelief.- Matthew 13:58
If any do not believe in healing... He won't!
If any believe in Cessasionalism... He will!
Where there is no faith there is no Christ Jesus!
Faith is given to the Christian as a gift so that we will believe and thus do the works that God has ordained us to do. (Ephesians 2:8-10)
Faith is not an emotion we conjure up from ourselves through our own willpower. That emotion is not God given faith. Instead, it is self-driven, pride seeking, emotion thinking it can coerce God into giving the man something that will make the man more powerful than he was before.
Flee such a notion that faith comes from inside the man.